Saturday, March 29, 2008
I ended my 1 day job and i am so glad its the first and final day. But i gotta admit the kids were very very cute. Didnt have the time to take pics of them : ) Its very tiring indeed. haha, but most of the girls are pretty above avergae. Nothing impressive. All of us are from poly with 3/4 of us from ngee ann poly. Most are business studies. I never knew that i would hear Business studies students complain about girls not being pretty. So shocked am i to hear most of em complaining the gals arent pretty at all. Screw them, they should have come to ECE then start complaining. But yea, considering the girls arent much impressive, didnt really bother socialising with these people, Although on some occasions they come up to me and talk to me. But seriously, i am not someone who socialise well, just give me my pay and i'll butt off home and i'll spend quality time on my com.
But working has been a little eye opener. The assholes at my workplace arent as big jerks as those in yuhua and ngee ann. haiz, but there are bigger assholes at my workplace too. But seriously, i thought i was a jerk, until i met these people at my workplace, then do i know what a jerk really is. haha!!
So i was just talking bout this guy in my friendster who added me, he is defintely gay, seriously gay and gay. So i found something very amiss when he viewed my friends profile and mine, but he added mine. And i confirmed it when he sent me a friendster message. I am bloody shocked at the message that until now i dunno whether i shud reply or not. The message is as follows--->
A message from J'adore:
hihi...thks for the accept..wanna be my gan korkor???find u cool hahas...hope u dun mind sms me?
8168 6903 kelvin
u?
So lets just say if you are straight, would u ask a GUY to be ur gan kor kor? When u dun even know who he is?????? Never once in my life have i ever written any letter to a GUY!!! EVER!!! So i have come to a conslusion, he IS GAY!!! gay gay gay gay gay!!! Do go to my friendster and see his profile, and u will knw he is defintely gay.
12:20 AM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Something very weird happened yesterday. Funny i would say. Its about DVD shows. so it goes like this.
I took out a Jet Li dvd called "fearless" thinking its an old show and its been a while since i watched it. So i put it in the dvd player and guess what???? It started playing "Teenage mutant Ninja turtles". My eyes were so bloody shocked i was speechless for 3 mins. But its not the end. I couldnt help laughing at the lousy subtitles. 2 in particular.
The subtitles goes as follows.... -->
Audio sound 1 : " 4 turtles , 4 brothers."
Subtitle 1 : "4 turtles , 4 lovers."
Audio sound 2 " Their biggest enemy , The Shredder"
Subtitle 2 : " Their biggest enemy, The Sweater"
I seriously am speechless but i decided to watch it since TMNT is oso quite a good movie. haha. Funny shit.
I never had so much friend request in a day after so long. But i dun get why 2 guys added me on friendster today. They seem bloody gay. haiz. I dun get why my friend view them they never add him but they add me. wtf.
12:11 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
I am so bored!! haha. holidays seem to be taking forever la. just to realise i still have 3 weeks left to go till year 2 sem 1 starts. whoooohoooooooo!! But i seem to be kinda dissapointed when i saw my timetable. Getting a new class and nobody is in the same class as me. hoooowelll. Guess i gotta start making new friends le. : ) realise quite a few killer modules coming up. haha. Hoping to get a GPA 3 by sem 2. soooooooooooot.
I realise people seem to be gettin better nowadays. The ah bengs so to speak. Or maybe i am just lucky? I used to meet all sorts of ah bengs who find trouble with me just coz i looked at them for a slight second. But at least now they mind their own business. haha. Last week after my work i hk and nya oo went for dinner at hougang mall. While we were walkin to the coffeeshop, we walked pass this group of bengs and i walked thru the group of em and somehow they werent happi bout it and started following me. I somehow thouht something is about to happened but decided to continue walking. lol! after a while all of em dissapeared. Surprised they decided to leave us alone. oh well.
Speaking of work, neng wei just jio'ed me for a 1 day job at outram there. Play with kindergarden kids. haha. $8/hr. He said that this job suits me very well. i think thats bullshit.
10:20 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
Ah lai sooooooooooooot!!! I just ended my 3 day office work. Turned out i am paid $7/hour just to copy and paste number from one paper to another for the whole 3 days. Was thinking of continuing this job next week. But due to much office politics that i and my frens got into, we decided to end this job. Well, so lets just say i am very allergic to a position called " Operation manager". Otherwise known as OM. So lets just say that you benefit if you are a girl. Not if you are a guy. Office work shud be left to the girls i guess.
This is the work life i guess. The higher position person will bully lower position people openly. I was insulted openly right in front people and all i could do was just pretend not to hear anything and do my work. They said we were slacking when we were the only ones who reached our quota everyday and we were the only one who overdid more work than others. But all the OM saw was us talking once and he assumed we were lazy and talked alot. When he was flirting with the girls and reading magazines. haiz.
I just ended my job ystd and went to meet my family for dinner. Then i got a call from Cedric and he told me i can get my pay soon. And he said he would bank in for me. : ) And guess what? He told me to work for another roadshow next month!!! hahahah. I Love it i love it i love it!!! End 1 job and i get another one. haha
11:18 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
okay. Got another job at yio chu kang. Office work. Data entry. sooooooooooooooooooooooot. Pay rate is $7/hr. No interview needed. So relieved when Kai and nya oo agreed to do that job with me. At least wun so sian. Might be working for a few weeks. Up to a month. see how? haha.
Gotta go sleep. Work starts early 2moro. see ya!
11:44 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Its around 5am. Around 4.15am i was just on my bed. Couldnt sleep after i woke up. Then i was just on my bed when that fear came back. That scary feeling that i used to live with 4 years back. I used to live with the fear that i might die the next day. The fear that you might go out and never come back that same day. The fear that makes you experience death even though you are not dead. It is only then with that fear that i realised i am not immortal. Its scary. Its only when people demand my life that i realise death is possible to me even though i am young.
I didnt know why i experienced that fear again tonight. But because of that fear that my whole life flashed before me. Then i am forced to accept the fact that i am not immortal. Then all my interest and dreams all seemed stupid. All i had in mind was my family.
We all know we all have to die one day. But young people live like that will never happen. Rich people live like they can have their wealth forever and stay selfish. Poor people live like they have a long way in front of their lives to get rich and they stay greedy. My church friends live like that too. Although we are taught what happens after death, but we all live like death will never happen.
People say that just because i go to church means i will automatically side with church people. They will start saying that i will define church people as all good people. Then this is my thought, i never thought of church people as good people. Whoever said they are nice people? Most of them are selfish and ignorant people! In fact all of us are. Even me. Most of the time everything in church is so fake. Those laughter and behaving like everything is fine for life. I even think that my old friends are better friends than church people. My old friends were the ones who stood with me even in the face of death. Church people are people who are friends with you when everything seems fine. Throw in something bad and we start killing each other.
So then, why do i still love my church friends and even throw in so much effort for them? I have already come to accept the fact that church people are the same as me. I saw my future with them then i couldnt help myself but start loving them. I guess it all boils down to love. I love them because i love them. Without conditions attached i loved them all. Then i started to see all of them as nice and fun people to be with, because i love them. I enjoy my time with them because i love them. Then i start enjoying making them laugh, even though i make myself look stupid. Because i wanted to make them happy. Then all their imperfections started to dissapear. And covered with the word " love".
I cannot help it if people dislike me. In fact, i am very well aware that someone doesnt like me. I dunno if that person is backstabbing me behind or planning something stupid to fuck my life up. But i guess if a person hates me because of my personality, then i cannot do much to please that person. I will only change myself given the following conditions. If i have done something purposely to hurt that person and that person got hurt. then i will change. But if it is just a simple "I dun like your attitude, it stinks". Then fuck off. I can do without your friendship. Its just that your weird personality who clashes with mine. Grow up and face the real world. There are plenty of assholes out there who will definitely fuck you up. Then you will be forced to eat their crap for dinner.
I got my results, Got 2 B's. Passed all. yay. Now i am officially in year 2. damn it.
4:51 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
i havent been updating for almost quite a while. Reason being i was working and after that, i was tired out for 3 days straight. Hectic i guess. Work went very well. The results were better than expected.
1st day sold 6 units.
2nd day sold 4 units.
3rd day sold 7 units.
last day sold 9 units.
6+4+7+9=26
$20 commision for each laptop.
$10 commision for each desktop.
$120 for all 4 days basic pay.
So lets say i sold all 26 desktops. meaning 26 x 10 + 120 = $380. So the minimium i can get is $380. haha. meaning an average of $100 a day!!! hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha. Such a good job. Where to find???!! soooooooooooooot.
I met loads of weird people. Weird ones are of the majority. Weird i guess, but not as weird as the people i know in school and church. Dumb, yes too!!
The best thing i heard in the IT fair goes as following. As we all know. Bangalah's are people who cannot live without a bargain. My good boos Cedric conquered them by the following conversation.
Bangalah in indian accent : Give me good bargain~~~! What offer you have with this laptop?
Me : Free 3GB ram with free Microsoft office, 2nd and 3rd year warranty.
Bangalah : But everyone also giving this offer!! What else??
Me : Okay lah dey! Free mouse, carry case and headset!! : )
Bangalah : Tell you what, give me 4gb ram with this laptop and i buy!
Cedric interferes : Dey! If this laptop more than 3GB will explode!!!
*Deal sealed....
I really wonder how could anyone can believe such bullshit. Whatever.
I am getting my results later at 9am. haiz. I wonder how i did. haha. Hopefully i nvr fail any module. Considering i have been skippin lessons. soooooooooot.
Well, Mr ass. I may like girls, but i dun irritate girls. All this chasing girls and the keep talking to them and pestering a girl isnt my stuff. Its so 80's. Maybe your Dad won your mom's heart with that method. But this is the 21st Century! Get a life.
2:47 AM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
I recieved a call yesterday from one of my friends asking for assistance in a gangfight. So i asked what happened. Turned out my friend looked for trouble with this guy just coz he thought he looked like a fucker. Turned out this fucker is one "big shot". Something like that? Well, i seriously think the real motherfucker is my friend. Now dun misunderstand that this friend of mine is a very close friend. He isn't. My close friends arent people who fight for no fucked up reason.
But seriously, if you want to be "gangster", then get ready to be beaten and hated. Every real gangster gone through it at least once. And if you cant even keep up, dun come. But even so, the real gangsters i know arent gangsters anymore. The "gangster" i knew about you is really just goons sitting underneath a HDB flat and staring at people looking and itching for a fight. Its like you people run a fighting club filled with noobs who dun even dare use a parang and hack someone up.
I am still waiting for march 14 when my results come out. Hopefully i do well.
Oh well, going out in a few mins. Nya oo is coming down today. After so long is he coming down to find us. good thing all of us are having holidays.
Oh yeah, wun be updating all the way until next monday. Will be working fullshift from thurs all the way to sunday. oh well. Gonna get very tired. But hopefully i can get good commision!!! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1:13 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Realised my previous post was very random so i decided to edit it. Its 5.05am on a sunday morning. Yeap. I couldnt sleep throughout the whole night. No idea why. Dun ask me. Maybe later go church might just fall asleep during sermon.
I was just on my bed rolling around. Den i recalled that when i was younger. Probably around primary school? I was at someone's birthday party. It was a church member's birthday. Then i clearly recalled that i saw the deacons drinking tiger beer. Group of them drinking tiger beer. Im not very sure if they drove home after that. But at least i know they are still alive. So i wonder, since my 18th birthday is coming up, should i drink and celebrate with my friends? Since the deacons, pastors and the who's who in church are also drinking. hmmm, so if i drank and i dun get drunk, isit alright? Guess so??
Then since i can drink, then can i smoke too? Since the bible never said anything bout smoking? Yes i used to smoke, i was underage. So since i am about to be of age soon, so it means i can? Since i am not breaking the law?? But if someone says that the bible says we are not to harm our body. Does it mean drinking doesnt harm our body?? Since drinking harms our body, and it is alright, that should mean smoking should be alright??
Random thoughts i guess. I wonder is there any "theological" arguments for the above questions i asked. But i really would like to know the answer.
I rarely come to my blog, rarely too do i go to our people's blog. But i was just checking up on my taboard only to realise it still has the same message. haha. Rather not waste my time checking blogs. haha.
12:20 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Okay. SOOOOOOOOT!!! Went out with Kai in the afternoon and got my hair cut/thinned. Sharkfin is still as good as ever. Really like his haircuts. After that went to Sim lim to attend my training.
Training was good. Total 10 of us working. I tot there would be one or 2 more ah beng looking. Turned out all of em look very decent or nerdy. Most of em are experienced or worked at the IT fair before. But oh well. Everyone has their first times. haha. But its gonna be fun. Briefing went ok. Briefed us about where our booth is. Briefed the products we are selling. Blah blah blah. Su Zhen bf turned out to be very nice. Got 2 meals/day. Good commision + friendly colleagues. Overall i love this job!!
I would be selling HP/Compaq laptops or desktops. Booth near the entrance yo!!! Entrance of hall 401 that is. Do come and buy stuff from me people!! Get ready 2000 dollars to buy some stuff!! haha. Look out for the creative booth. The noisiest booth that is. And you should see me : )
2moro's saturday again. haiz. Going out with Farah before service. Eat lunch with her. Then proceed to church. oh well. After my IT fair i still would have alot of time to work other jobs. Maybe find some other temporary jobs bah. haha.
1:25 AM
