Friday, October 31, 2008
camwhored again!! haha. i think u people starting to be irritated by me rite?? hohohohohohoho! i dun careeee. bleahssss
going out soon! byeeeee!
4:43 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
school was boring. camwhored in school a bit onli. den after school went to find ai jie and gang. See some volleyball match. after that go find Zenn and kai hong to have dinner at botak jones. came home. tired tired. picturesss =]
I am a simple guy. And i never asked for a girl of super high standards. I told you i dun expect perfection and i mean it. But then again. whats the point of saying all this? I guess everything's about to end soon =[
10:36 PM
im leaving it to be your choice. You want me? im here. U dun wan me. Im leaving
12:11 AM
Monday, October 27, 2008
i know i just blogged like a few hours ago!! but heck la. Sheryl blogged about me so i shall blog about her now. hoooO!! we both damn bored can?
What shud i say about her? hmmm. I knew her thru my work at IMM while working under newstead selling desktops and laptops. haha. First impression? good girl look lor. And very gentle sia omg. Wonder who was it that gave me the idea of putting wasabi shaker into my chicken rice. and its damn nice kaayy???
She's a very steady frend sia. Jio her out she confirm come one. Wun pang seh and will accpompany u till the end one. haha. Find her very nice and fun to talk to sia. Although blur la but she likes making new friends. haha.
And i am shocked she is damn guai one can?? Study everyday. jia lat la. No bf before. tsk tsk. Came from girls school. Sweet girl, but learns quite slowly. haha. Very ambitious. she dreams of driving a lamboghini in the future. jia lat la......
She is a very good friend i guess. Although she claims she doesnt know how to counsel well, but she helped me a big deal with simple hearing and a little advice here and there. haha. (Thats what happens when you are smart kayyyy?) She is there when i need a listening ear. yay!! 3 cheeeerrssss!! =] =] =]
OH OH!! And sheryl!! I do nto know only half of my frens in frenster k? i know like 3/4 of em okayyy?? hohohohhohoho!
12:55 AM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Why do you people talk about me like im hopeless?? So what if my own uncle looks at me like im some bad kid or wad fuck? I just have slightly long hair and you look at me like i am doing the things that will make me look really hopeless. WAD FUCK YOU PEOPLE WAN FROM ME!!!?? If you think having longer hair means being a bad kid then what have i been doing for you fools??!! I have been meaning to get a tatoo and piercings. I just dun do them coz i know it will hurt your feelings. You think of me like im the worst kid on earth. Fucking insult me one more time and i will really do the things that makes me the worst kid on earth.
You people talk like i dunno whats the best for me. Just coz i lift up my leg on the chair when i eat, you say im going back to my gangster ways. Just coz i have friends who smoke and have tatoo's you say im a gangster. YOU FUCKING THINK I DUNNO WHAT IT MEANS TO BE GANGSTER??
YA! I gay la hor? I am the most fucking gay guy on earth. I look like a fucking girl la hor? DEN I JUST FUCKING GET A BOYFRIEND NOW LA!! You think its so difficult for me to get a gay bf>?? Its just slightly long hair and you fucking say i look like a girl! YES! ALL my frens say im gay! But i know they dun mean it and they are joking bout it. But i know it when someone makes insults personally. And you are crossing that fucking line. Dun fucking piss me off and you will really see that man side of me when i get violent with you fuckers.
ARRRRGGGHHH!!! Sorry bout that post above. its not written to my friends. So dun feel guilty or go thinking " Is he talking bout me?". Coz its not written to any of my frens. bleahs. whatever la.
I was with Hong Ri and joe. We were walking and Hong Ri was telling me that he got one girl-friend and someone asked for her number and that kind of shit. And we somehow started a stupid debate. haha. My side of argument is that pretty girls are more common than good looking guys. And guys asking girls for number is very common. Whats rare and commendable is a girl asking for guys number coz its more rare. So what do you people think? haha
Its just a matter of trust i guess. I am not someone who likes to cling on to someone. And i never hang on to a girl who doesnt want me. Just tell me that you wanna leave and i will let you leave. Just dun keep me hanging like a fool. please
7:58 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
I guess it sometimes really pays not to care and think so much eh. haha. THXX sheryl for that simple but yet so important advice. yess. I shouldnt give so much of a damn about it. yessss. hohohohO!! Ming Li's frenster photo has a quote which i find realli interesting. It goes something like "You cant hurt someone who thinks nothing of you"!!! So true riteEee? SOOO!!! I shoudnt care!! So no one can even hurt me one bit =] =] =]
I was in the toilet with neng wei during class one day. haha. decided to take some photos. I suddenly thought of a freaking gay pose and it freakign came out like this. I think its damn cute can??
So many things happened during the week. Too freaking lazy to update all of em. I'll just post some photos when i went to changi airport with ai jie and gang after work on wednesday =]
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I guess when it all comes down to it. Sometimes we want something but we tend to question ourselves, do we really want it? I mean, at times, we fall for people. But i always end up with a thought. Isit really worth it? Den i start questioning my own actions. What have i been doing? I guess when it all comes down to it. Singlehood is better. But i cant say that singlehood is better in all ways than getting attached. Both have its pro and cons. It just depeneds on what type of personality each individual has and how it suits him / her.
aaahhh wells. I am glad i asked God about his thoughts about it. And all 4 times i flipped it kept showing me tails. Very straight sign its a no =] Miracles do happen.
Im someone who doesnt take heartbreaks very seriously. Its like a wound that has been stabbed open time and time again. I can say its already a seasoned wound. Its not that hurting anymore i guess.
I miss my buddy. I really miss you Ron. Its just very sad to come online and know that i will never see you online. Guess when its time, its time. I'll miss you great buddy. R.I.P
9:57 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Im freaking bored now. Went to HK's grandma de wake just now. Vicky came along. Ate dinner then came home. Heck laaaaa. Im feeling damn vain now. Looking through my photos and i realli am a camwhore. So i shall upload all the photos that i look good in. hohohoho!! EH EH!! WHAT WHAT!! I know you saying i very bhb riteee?? I dun care lor. Its my blog okay???? I shall just upload okayy???
YESSSS! I am the dude in those photossss!! hohohoho!! I love these fotossss can??
I guess friendship for you people can never outwin superstition. Is bad luck more important than being there for a friend who is in need? yes! I know that going to a funeral is a very bu zi li matter. I personally dun like going to funerals too. But i know myself what friendship is and i give a damn if it brings me bad luck or wad. Seriously. Wad the hell can?
11:21 PM
Its been a pretty depressing week. Not for me only. But for my friends too. Friends of mine having BGR problem and stuffs. Fighting or getting problems because of one of them having O's and stuff. And i have friends breaking up and fighting with each other and i get dragged in to be the middle man. (Like shit, what does it have to do with me??)
I got news on monday that Ron passed away in a car accident in his hometown malaysia. I was freaking depressed to hear that news from Khairul. Ron was one of my closest buddies in secondary school and like a big brother to me. He moved back to malaysia after his O's. We kept in contact over msn. He's only 19 this year. Its a very scary feeling to log into msn, see his msn contact offline and know that he will never ever come online. And when u are about to delete his msn contact u start getting memories of that person. Honestly deep in my heart, i miss him very badly. I never regretted having him as my brother. The only regret was that i wasn't there to see him the last time due to school. R.I.P Ron. The gang will miss you.
Just on the same week itself just now, HK sms'ed me telling me his grandmother passed away. Got to go down tot he wake tomoro to see how things are for him. tried contacting the gang but none of em are reachable. what the shit la. Hopefully will contact them tmr.
OKAY!! Enough of the sad things. Went out with Ai jie and Xian qin today. Met some of their frens. bla bla bla. hanged out till 10pm den i went to find my parents. Went to Xian Qin's house to slack first then they came over to my house. Yess Ai jie!! I have the messiest house you'll ever see bodoh!!!
Oh yea. I tried some stunt on my bag. It was an idea from Ai jie and she got the idea from her fren. So in short, its ai jie's fren idea. Picturesss!
So cool rite? haha. okok. Im tired le. gotta sleep. nites
1:35 AM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Okay! Pictures from our school trip to kampong glam. Sharlene was freaking smart and she chose the topic on "food"! haha. SO our wed school trip was just eat eat eat! Went to haji lane to slack out. Lecturer Kartini came find us den she treat us eat at some cafe at haji lane. haha. Den She treat us eat and buy for us Sheesa. Sheesa is some form of pipe smoking. We choose mixed fruit flavour. Damn nice laaaa. like breathing flavoured air. haha. Picturesss!!
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