3rd farking post for the day. Fuck this. Yes its mega rare i update 3 times for the day but heck laa. Didnt i mention i skipped school today? thus explains the sudden post jump. =]

Anw, people. I will be putting my phone aside from all the frequent texting and i wont be going out for some time. give me a few days k? i just wanna be alone for the time being. No im not sad or wad. I just have some stuff to settle.


And no Debbie aint my gf. We dun like each other or wad. Or at least no romantic feeligns between us k k k k?

9:09 PM



Read this lil pathetic blog about how this underaged girl sneaked into a club, blogged about it and got slammed on stomp.

I guess teens nowadays just want to do stuff that is above their age just to prove their "maturity". Smoking, sneaking into clubs, doing stuff when they arent of age to prove they can do it.

Funny, amuses me =]
6:37 PM



Zy told me this joke. So on the same week Farah Fawcett, ex charlie's angel died of cancer. And before her death she said this, "Oh Lord...Save the Children." , Next moment, Michael Jackson is pronounced dead. Go figure

Haven been updating for the fact is that nobody reads this pathetic shit blog. Fact is that nobody bothers reading, heck, i dun even bother coming to my blog. tsk.

LALALA, life has been pretty blah. And nope nope. Im single and single and i dun like aint nobody. Im not having a crush on anybody whatsoever so Terr, dun bother asking k? And im happy the way i am.

pretty bla. Im off to have sex with my pillow. toorah
3:03 PM



Not in the mood for pretty much anything nowadays.

Oh yea. I failed my TP. Like failed like 48 points. Awesomeeeee rite?? And it was all lil itsy bitsy mistakes which i nvr heard about that i needed to do. Dun get why the tester was so fuckign strict with me. =[

Other than that. Life has been pretty much bla. Watched Transformers with ming li ystd!! MEGA AWESOMEEEEE!! This sunday gonna watch with Zhong yang and gang =] =] =] =]

I WANT TO SEE YOU DEBBIIEEEEE!!! TALK NONSENSE WITH MEEEE!! Damn im feeling mega depressed nowadays. Dunno why. Not coz of the driving test luh. I just feel, bored.

And lets face it luh. Im no safety driver.
11:26 AM



Im too lazy to update. Lets face it. This week has been pretty blah. Not been going out except for sentosa with DEBBIE on monday =] went to tan =] And i woke up with my whole mat wet with my sweat =] awesomeeee. But im still not tanned =]

Saw this 3 crazy duets doing crazy dances on the beach. MEGA AWEESOMEEE!! We both couldnt stop laughing at them laaaa.

AWEEESOMEEE!!! =] Most pictures wont be posted coz its either they are unglam or they are of me half naked. -_-" You werent expecting me to tan with clothes on rite? hahaa. Pictures =]









YEAP!! TP IS ON THURS!! 1 more dayyyy!! =] =] =] I so super mega hope i can pass this then it will be no more driving classes for moi!! =]



P.S : You are pissing me off. Sometimes im single and i dun feel like i am single. You are not my gf, not anyone to me. Who are YOU to decide who i go out with? And when i say i dun want a gf i mean it. I know the difference between a fren and a gf. And im single mind you. It merely means im nto accountable to no girl. I have no need to stay faithful to anyone at all. Pls..Leave me a alone.
1:51 AM



Not been updating but who realli gives a damn rite? aha. Not like my blog has a shit load of readers or whatsoever. haha.

But still, im sorry to those who have been asking me out but i couldnt make it. Actually. I just didnt wanna go out. I wanted sometime alone to myself to think about stuff. So i've just been with my family these few days.

But on a brighter note. Im going back to sentosa with debbie tmr. Awesome laaa. Im just gonna go there and sleep my ass off while she tans. WOOOOTS!!!

TP TEST IN 4 DAYS TIME!!! *prays hard i pass*. haha. If i pass its just gonna be driving mania!!! =] =] =] =]

Just a brief update not to make my blog look dead. haha
9:12 PM



I pity you. And i pity people like you. People who build their identity upon products. You people boast of your branded goods. You flaunt your Gucci products and Lv wallets. Pathetic. Without your gucci and LV you are nothing. You feel lost without them.

And do you suffer such low self esteem that you have to do stupid things to boost your esteem? Having a tatoo and tons of piercings. thinking these things give you your value? You may be trying oh so hard not to show em. But you post pictures of your tatoo on ur webbie and expect people to see em but at the same time pretending that thats not your point?
1:49 PM



Out with debbie to watch "drag me to hell". Movie was alright. The only thing scaring me was Debbie =] HAHAHAH!! Still, fun day =]

Met Hk after our meeting den went to have my hair cut. Think im like super not used to my hair now. heck la. Talked like damn lots till like 12am den came home =]

Currently chewing on this lollipop-bubble gum Debbie got me. Damn huge and nice laaaaa!!! THX DEBBIEEEE!!!

So true so true. The Road to heaven is hell. The road to hell is heaven =[

1:41 AM



SO YES!! Outing with debbie ystd!! FUNNY DAY LAAA!! Kept talking nonsense =] Den watched Hannah montana with her =] Met Cheryl, hong sheng later for dinner then went home =]

Today went sentosa!! =] Seow Chee, jia hui and venus. Venus came at like 530 laaa. SO late. Dne i left at 6. Just went there slack. hha. Den Around 4 plus debbie called and i cant believe we talked all the way from sentosa till i reached home laaaaa!! Talked and laughed as usual!!

YES!! Gonna go out with Debbie tomoro again!! HAHA!! Gonna go town this time and watch "drag me to hell!!!" Goota get those student price tickets!!!

















9:12 PM



Just a facebook note i was tagged to do by debbie =[

1. Where you and I met?
FS? Shud be fs? haha.

2. How long have you known me?
2 weeks? LOL

3. The last time we saw each other?
TOMORO!! AAHAHHA!! Kinda wrong ans =]

4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
Fashionable, pretty? ANd erm. A special smile? LOLOLOLOL

5. Am I funny?
ooooh! YES!!! HAHAH

6. What's my favorite music?
Diary of Jane? Breaking Benjamin?

7. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)?
Sporty, glam? Pretty, funny, nice, friendly =]

8. Have you ever hugged me?
NOPE =]

9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
SMILEY DEBBIEE

10. If you and I were stranded on an island, what would U bring?
A cameraa!!

11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years?
On earth!!! =]

12: Can u repost it so i can fill it for u?
YES!!!! Do it for meee =]

13. Please leave one memory (or more) that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot; anything you remember. Don't send a message, leave a comment here.

Talking bout tons of things =] yeap yeap =] she is nice tot alk too =]
4:51 PM



YEAAPSS!! WORK ENDED!! =] wont elaborate much. Went to Siew Hoon's house last night after work to ton =] People present were, AJ, Xq, Jia Jun, Siew Hoon, Yee Tiong =] PLayed mahjong all night then around 6am came home to sleep =]

Was supposed to meet Christine and Ming Li. Both couldnt make it. Actualli Christine could. But i guess we both couldnt wake up. haha. I woke up at 340pm. Tht girl still asleep i think? WAKE UP LAAAAAA SLEEPY QUEEN!!! ahahaha.

Would do a more brief entry soon k k k k ? ANW!! I LIEK THESE CUTE TWIN ANIMAL PICTURESS =]








4:06 PM



I tried uploading the photos on facebook. And it so happens that when the uploading is 80% done the whole thing shut off and i cannot spend more time coz its gonna be 1am now and i need to wake up at 7am and i got a whole day tomoro. So please try to understand my situation here and dun think im trying to piss u off by not uploading the photos. I tried. I'll do it asap which is most prob tomoro latest monday.

Sorry to make you wait for the photos. To : You know who you are
12:20 AM



Im so fucking depressed now. Paper was supposed to be from 11-1230pm. So I had everything planned out. End paper at 12 and meet neng wei for gym den which will be just in time to meet Christine for movie.

Which so fucking happens that i couldnt finish the paper by 12 coz the back questions were pretty tough. I was afraid i would be late coz if im late i will be late for both meetings. So i submitted my paper...

Went out of the damn hall to only realise Neng wei woke up late and wont reach till 1240pm. I cant help but almost feel like crying my ass off. So i just slacked around den only to realise that yeah, Christine couldnt make it. Dun get me wrong that im angry with neng wei or Christine. I'm not

Fact is, im so fucking angry with myself that i didnt try the last 2 questions and i gave them up coz im afraid that i would be late. I placed my friends first before my family and studies.

gymed, came home still feeling depressed so i decided to tell mummy coz she always manages to cheer me up. But guess what? I got a damn good scolding from her and she just walked away. And now im feeling horrible X2



Its pretty much a rant post coz im really damn upset now. And huiling, i'll send u the fotos when u see this. Too many photos oredi. U see this u sms me den i'll come online.
3:30 PM



I am not afraid of dying with nothing. I am afraid of living a life which has done nothing
9:47 PM




I still cant figure out the logic behind "lets fucking meet 1pm but we-all-oh-so-farking-know-we-will-end-up-meeting-at-3pm" logic. And im getting the same habit too =[

Just a random update, supposed to meet Cheryl at school to teach her MIIT at 12pm, den she farkin woke up at 1130am. so yeah. Figures

AND YES!! DEBBIEE!! I MISSED YOU TOOOO WHEN YOU WERE GONE LUH!!! AND YOU BETTER MISS MEEE!!! haha. Seeeee ya when you get backkkk =]



Replies to tags:

DEBBIE!!: YESS!! I Woke up, I TEXTED, AND I BID YOU BONVOYAGE!!! YAY!!!! Seee you when you get backkkk

Seow Chee: its okay luh girl, BGR is full of crap. And shitty stuff dun last. =]

Christine: omg, i can tell u rareli read my blog!! hahaha

HuiWen: i drank wad? haha. I just said you changed your hairstyle lor. Thats all =] hahaha! update le =]

11:50 AM



That hellish bus ride made me realise one thing. Why do ah lians and ah bengs blast music on their phone?? Coz they too damn poor to buy earphones.

Plenty of malay weddings around my house area nowadays. And no im not going to be racist. But instead, congratulations to all malay couples who are getting wed!! =] =]

I just fuckign promised my ex to take care of her baby. So damn weird laaaaaa!! haha!! But its gonna be fun!!

I realised why teenage romance never lasts. Coz youths go into a relationship just for the fun of it. They do it just for romance and warm and lovey dovey feelings. And when those feelings fade, they fucking break up and yada yada yada, heartache and wadever fuck follows. bleahs

I wodner why am i even thinking about marriage each time i go into a r'ship. Like fuck i doubt any girl would be thinking about marriage at my age -_-"

And nope i wont be private'ing ma blog =]

Replies to tags:

Seow Chee: haha! dunt hink i will private luh =] thx for reading !!

AJ; nothing much luh =] its over luh ==]

Trif: =] if i private luh =]

Heidi Lim: -_-" i wont be making it private

XiaoXuan : talk to u soon

DJ MUFFIN: haha!! Got its pro's and con's luh! But still, doesnt matter luh =]

TERR: THX BRO!! SEE YOU SOOON!! OMG LA!! I miss u and Aaron!!! =[

HuiWen: heh!! THX!! I WILL!!! UPDATE UR BLOG!!!

MING LI: HAHAHAH! Jealous isit?? hahahahah!! YEAH!! I FORGOT THE CREDITXZXZX

DEBBIE:!! HAHAHAH! HELLOOO +} Sayign goodbye to u again on thurs. tsk. ahhahaha

2:15 AM



..
Im feeling hot and sexy now, hell yeaahhh

cant wait for exams to be overrrrr!! Then its partayyy partaayyyy!!

Haven been posting pics of myself for quite some time coz haven been camwhoring. so sorry =]

Shud i private my blog on second thought?

I guess things will be going well for me =] coz i will doing this...

YESS!! I have made the choice!! I wanna be like min yan!! YESS!! Min yan!! If you are reading this, im gonna be like you!! Im gonna be a geeeeeek!! Science wont break my heart!! But im more of a bible geek!! YESS!!

I bought a book on archaelogy about how the bible came to =] yayness!!

adioz
9:55 PM



*deleted coz i dun believe in love anymore*

12:30 AM



Im craving for pool pool pool pool pool pool!! YES!! Im craving for stick and balls!!! And its nothing dirty u kinky faggots!! YESSS!!! POOOOOOL!!

Am i right that there are more girls than guys in singapore? Seriously??

Does anyone know when does the audition for singapore idol go on tv?? Like damn interesting!! MOI WANNA WATCH!!!! *inserts ah lian accentxzxzx w0rrrr*

Replies to tags:

Seow Chee: hehe. And you and ur basketballer fan. omg laaa. hahahaha!! So funny lor!! aha

Dj Muffin: How you know imma slacker siaaaa??? omg omg omg. hahaha.

huiXing: yea yea yea. Then u need zac efron. Not me. hahahahahah!! Estella? I anything one laaaa. Neutral about it =]
12:02 PM


















Whatever your cross,
Whatever your pain,
There will always be sunshine,
After the rain...

Perhaps you may stumble,
Perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call...

He knows every heartache,
Sees every tear,
A word from His lips,
Can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger,
Throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish,
In dawn's early light...

The Savior is waiting,
Somewhere above,
To give you His grace,
And send you His love...

Whatever your cross,
Whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows...
After the rain..."

To get out of difficulty, one must usually go through it!


Just an e-mail someone sent me =]

Replies to tags!!:
Seow Chee: HEY!! HAHA!! Realli? thanks thanks =]

HuiXing: -_-" wah lau. You hor. You get charmed by a dog oso lorrr!! hahaha

DJ MUFFIN!! : YO YO YO!!! OMG!! WHERE YOU DISSAPEAR TO?? HAHAHAH!! TAG MORE!!! HAHA!! Aiyah. Its just a random post luh =]




10:18 PM



Beauty. Something that if not handled well will turn and kill you.

Is that why beautiful people turn into playboys and play girls?

Is that the reason why you are changing?

Do i still know who you are? Attracting attention, craving attention of guys?

What makes a person attractive? What beauty is there in a woman if all she does is flirt around?

What worth is there in the attraction of a man done through flirting?

People do change, beauty if not handled well, changes a person into a detestable being.

Sorry but i no longer know who you are anymore. No longer the lovable girl i once knew. All i see is a girl who craves for attention of man. The lovable girl i once knew is gone.

Real beauty needs no flirting. It attracts people without you needing to lift a finger. Real beauty requires handling. Something which you have to start learning.

You know who you are. Need not ask me. You are changing, changing into someone that shocked me badly. And its nothing worth being proud of.

Flirting to gain attraction doesnt determine your beauty.

Real beauty is getting attraction without a need to do anything.
11:17 PM



Blackout around my area just now. looked like armageddon la!

bleahs. just a short update coz im lazy to update.

ANW!! DEBBIE!! Take good care overseasssssss!!! Gonna miss talking to you!!!!!! haha ! And get welll soon!!! See ya after mondayy!!! WOOOOOOOTTSSS!!!

other than that, i wonder where has DJ Muffin dissapeared to uh? WHERE ARE YOUU MUFFIN!!!! AAHAHAHA
11:50 PM



so i went bloghopping and i read a few blogs which made my balls irked. So yes, this was wad irked me.

Blogger writes: Today was outing with Claire so i went to fetch her in my EVO LANCER and we went to Zouk.

Fucktard blogger 2 writes: So i saw this incident happening so i instantly whipped out my NIKON DSLR D90 and snapped down the incident.

So now, any balls suckin retard pondering over the above 2 sentence shud get what im implying at now. And just for the sake of my doll fucking chihuahua, i will explain what fucking irked me. Was there a farkin damn need to imply what nut fucking product was used to carry out the action???

Does it fucking look like any retard would care to give a shit about what brand of products you use?? Oh u knw what m0i think?? Are you just *oh so desperately trying to show off what you farkin have* but doing it in a damn way that doesnt show it. But oh! How could i be such a farkin nutcase NOT TO REALISE IT???!!

So yes, here is what it pretty much sounds like if i were to do it.

So im just in my room doing my project on my SONY VAIO laptop. After finished my project i whipped out my APPLE IPHONE and called HOT MODEL GIRLFRIEND Janice. So i went to fetch her in my NISSAN 370Z and we went to catch a movie. During the movie she lay her head on my WELL BUILT BICEPS and hugged my 8 PACS.

How modest!!
9:40 AM



WOOOOTS!!Found this personality test online and did it. Results so true!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

nar⋅cis⋅sism

1.	inordinate fascination with oneself; excessive self-love; vanity.

2.	Psychoanalysis. erotic gratification derived from admiration of one's own physical or mental attributes, being a normal condition at the infantile level of personality development.

LOL!! I realli do think im self obsessed. Its like my dark secret. But for the fucking records sake, i dun get erotic sensual feelings when i look at myself k???? I only get horny when i look at myself NAKED! LOL LOL LOL!! Nah. Im just kidding. onli to the naked part. yea....the naked part. yea...... whatever.

anw!! Like any narcisisstic muthafucker, im posting pics of.....MYSELF for another fucking AGAIN!! HOHOHOH!!!



9:29 AM