Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Life has been pretty much blah actualli if u ask me. Been meeting Kai quite alot these few days. Just settling down on guys to guys time. Enjoy company of close guy friends before they all leave for army. Met quite a few new friends too. Wei da and liting.
Anw, Esther ah Estherr. Just blog to make you happi la hor? Today was quite fun la k? hahaha. Onli coz i was fun one ok??? hahahaha. Anw, dun stress yourself out too much ah. Good guys arent easy to find one. Slowly slowly find ah. No rush =] Or follow me ah!! Singlehood is good too u know? hahaha. For slackers like me ah =]
Anw, Mum and Dad wans me to start driving. So gonna start learning this thurs. Not verys ure about this. But might as well get it over and done with la. ahha. Finish this up and start driving. =] My Instructor is kinda nice actualli if u ask me. Sounds super friendly sia.
10:18 PM
hello people!! Got my time table. Damn nonsense. tsk
1:39 AM
Monday, March 30, 2009
Today is a greattt dayyyy!! Woke up kinda earli today coz i got final driving theory test. Reached there, saw quite alot of people queueing up. bla bla bla. Sat back at the same freaking place where i took my basic theory. Started the test. fcuking gosh can? Some dude finished like 5 mins into the test. Damn impossible can? And he quite shuai sia. 0.0 ANW!! So i finished my test around 10 mins after the test started. AND I PASSED!! OMFG OMFG OMFG!! BTT AND FTT ALLL 1 SHOT PASSED!!! OWN KAI CONFIRM!! Tht ass failed BTT once. but i failed NONE!! HOHOHOHO!!!
So beside me sat this asian blonde. BLONDE! Yes you got me rite! Blonde. Not american though. So she was at one question. The question went :
If you are driving and a pebble hits and shatters your windscreen, what do you do?
A) Apply emergency brake
B) Break a hole on it with your fist in order to have a clear view in front
C) Move slowly to the side road and stop
What did she choose? She fucking chose B!!! HOW DA FUCK YOU GONNA BREAK A HOLE WITH YOUR FUCKIGN FISTTT?? At least i dun want to be driving anywhere near her when she gets her license ya? blondes...tsk tsk tsk. ANW!! Got my PDL, gonna start driving soon =] yaynesss
ANW!! Aaron promised to let me drive his car once i get me license and we go malaysia!!! HOHOHOHO!!! Damn excited can? Finally get to drive a sportscar after like fucking 18 years of my life.
ANW! SPEAKING OF SPORTSCAR!!! Went out with him and a bunch of jacks one night. He fucking told me we were going to street race at lim chu kang. Like so fun can? We reached there at around 1.30am. Now heres what fuckign happened. Went there, got out of car. Saw a bunch of Lancers and subaru's. So i thought we were gonna start racing soon. And it so fucking happens they started talking bout each others cars. And after like fucking 40mins of doing nothing, got back on the car, and fuck!! We fucking drove off for supper!!! WHAT DA FUCK IS THIS MOTHERFUCKER TRYING TO DO?? YOU FUCKING CALL DAT STREETRACING??? IF YOU FUCKING CALL DAT STREETRACING THEN I'VE DONE BETTER RACING ON SBS BUS EACH MORNING ON MY WAY TO SCHOOL!!! tsk. Fuckign remind me nvr to go streetracing with this jackass anymore.
ANW people, leave ur links here if u wanna relink. Im not using old skin anymore so my links are cut short. Coz too many dead links there. hahaha. =]
ANW!! Im gonna start bathing. Gonna go out soon =] just gonna reply all your tags. =]
Terence: Let her continue waiting lorr. Im not interested in her.
Trif: CHAR BOR!!!! HAHAHA! yea. It was good la. But not so soon. maybe this sun? =]
AI Jie : Mall cop is nonsense can? haha. I'll upload your fotos soon =] kinda busy.
Evvy: Cute meh? ok nia. haha
Min : She 18 onli sia. Same age as me. But she younger than me. nonsense rite???
1:49 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
HEELLOOO Jacks!! Yes people! I went missing for a whole damn week. Got complains from people about them cant finding me online. tsk. Sorry guys about my sudden decision to stay away from my laptop for a week. But guess what?? I did it~!!! Im so damn fucking proud of myself can? With the exception of on'ing Kai's laptop once coz it was absolutely urgent. And some of u might know that i talked to u online. Not coz i was chatting ok??? Coz you jacks had such emo PM's i just asked how u guys were =] so loving right i? tsk.
ANW! Why did i lock my laptop? As some of u know, my blog went missing for a time being. To some who knew my new link, i didnt update =] why? Coz i decided to stay away for the purpose of self discovery week! Its a week where i do soul searching. Who i am deep inside. Find out more about myself. Basically quite a time of seclusion. YES! And i found out quite a few points about me!
And here i found a few points which is of me =]
.I shit basically on an average of 4 times a week.
.I do household chores on an average of once in every 2 months
.I camwhore on an average basis of 3 times a week
Anw! Im not really in the moood to blog seriously. On my laptop to fucking realise i got like tons of things to settle now.
Esther send me an sms which is meaningful. Just gonna type it out here =] Original msg is in chinese. Im just translating it =]
In life, there is bound to be difficulties. Learn to protect yourself, and love yourself. Joy in life, is how you see it. Running away doesnt mean you can hide forever. Facing it doesnt mean alot of pain. Gaining something doesnt mean gaining it forever. Losing something doesnt mean its gone forever. Dun think that there is only right and wrong on earth. There is not just one answer to everything. So there is always a path we can walk. If you can find a reason to be sad, there is always a way to find a reason to be happy. Those who learn not to worry find relief. Those who learn to let go are set free. Those who care find friends.
I cant fucking Believe Diana just msg'ed me on msn. And fucking invited me to her wedding??!!! OMFG?? Diana is my ex girlfriendbtw. OMFG!! Im not young anymore. Im going to drink my first Xi jiou. fuck can?
7:25 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Hello Hello!! =] Went to church. Was suppose to go with Aaron to malaysia first coz we had some stuff to settle. But ended up i got holy and decided to go church. tsk. Church was okay. Stayed thru the whole service. After that went to Venus's church. City harvest church. Was damn late for the service. But its ok. Sermon was very good. But didnt stay for praise and worship coz i really felt very uncomfortable when they started singing. Went to JP to salcka round. Got Xavier specs. bla bla bla. Came home. Gonna meet Kai up later to talk. tsk. That guy forever emo'ing one. HOHOHO!
Thx Venus for today's invitation. The sermon really told me what was my mistake. I thought all this was a misunderstanding. But i realise it was all my mistake. My selfishness that caused this mess. Maybe im not that relationship "smart" afterall. No wonder why my Mom told me to stay away from relationships at my age coz its gonna cause alot of problems. You know what? MAMA!! You are so damn bloody right!! Im not ready for a relationship!! yes!! I am determined to stay single!!! SINGLEHOOOOD IS GOOOOOOOOODDDD!! tsk. YES!! Im gonna focus on family, school, friends and shuai ge's!!! YES!! I havent given up on looking at good looking guys!! Saw quite alot at Venus's church siaaaaa. JEALOUSSSS!! BUT IM STILL BETTER LOOOKING CAN?? YES!! Im so much more happier after spending time with frens. And i realise i neglected quite alot of frens coz of relationships. SORRY TERR!!! YES!! SINGLEHOOOOOOOODD! HERE I COMEEEE!! Well, at least im staying single until im officially ready to marry a girl. I WILL WAIT!!! tsk. Sorry, kinda high today after somebody said i was damn good looking. tsk tsk tsk
ANW! Im not gonna be turnign on my laptop this week. why? Coz i am trying to survive without technology. And i can finish reading the book Venus returned to me. "Boy meets Girl" by joshua Harris. its a christian book btw. So this would be the last post all the way till next sunday. Im not sure if i can do it but, who cares? Not like u can tell if i go online or wad. Can appear offline wad??!! just kidding But this week is gonna be a self discovery week =] Away from technology and from what hurts. I should start changing myself to be a better man =] No more asking what can people do for me!! It should be! What should i do for people uh??
ANW! Since there wont be any post till next week. Im just gonna leave you guys with fotos of....ME!!!! YES!! Dun miss me k?? My fone is still on one. Can sms one. hahaha. anw, Currently not many people know of this blog link. So doesnt really matter luh uh? omg la. i damn super tired now. still gotta meet that ass up later. but its ok la. What are brothers for rite? HOHOHO!!
anw! i realise after taking so many camwhore fotos. My nose really damn big sia???? WAD THE FUCK?
Nathan completed the quiz "Dr. Phil's Personality Test" with the result The Lively Center of Attention.
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not one to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out
omfg??!! So damn true rite? hahahahANW! So i'll see you guys in one week time k? i will reply all tags here =]
Eckerence : Tagged le =]
AiJie: Im full of nonsense too wad? hahaha
Jian Rong : yeahhh =] im fine =]
Venus: Betrayer? wasnt a supporter in the first place. hahaha.
Min Yan : hahahah! HELLLO!!! =] yeah. Things are going great!! =] THX FOR tagging ah! =] add me msn!!!! up to you ahhh. But wun be online a while =] nathan13_65@hotmail.com. bye bye =]
anw!! People!! SEE YOU ALL IN ONE WEEK TIME K? My sister gonna come lock my lappy oredi =] seee you alll =]
7:20 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Was suppose to go out with Zy and gang today. But ended up they wanted to go bowling. AT KALLANG?!! Didnt have the mood to go sof ar. Xavier called me out. Didnt wanna go at first but then went anw. haha. Met them at Tiong den went to some rajah restaurant thingy. Ate hot pot. Mini one. Not bad. Liked the soup base alot =]
Afterthat walked around, got xavier an extra prepaid card. Den went to Henderson wave!! Super nice place. Really liked the place alot. haha. We were suppose to go there emo one. Ended up camwhoring and laughed alot. haha. At least it got alot of stress out of me =] thx Xavier and Venus =] Just didnt have any mood to do anythign these few days.
Anw! Pictures will be uploaded on facebook coz picture size all damn big. So wun be uploading them here =]
Part 1 :
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=70875&id=628367764&l=01a9080e31
Part 2:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=70870&id=628367764&l=01c63bfcb4
What i have to say i have already said in my previous post. Contact me when you are ready to talk. And i still do love you too.
10:09 PM
I know you found my blog oredi. And i know what exactly happened and that it wasnt you who typed that sms. I know what your frens said about me. I dunno if its a one sided insult. But from what i am hearing, what you are thinking is totalli opposite of what i am thinking. Im not going to find you nor pester you. But all i can say is that from what i am hearing, its all a serious misunderstanding. What you thought isnt what i meant at all. I wasnt angry at you going out with your friends. It was somethign else. I just didnt tell you. All i can say is that its all a serious misunderstanding. Im not sure if u wanna talk it out. But just take good care of yourself.
But then again. I guess i have been a jerk =] You are right about some points of me. But i never promised you i would be a perfect bf. Neither was i one.
Anw, that post you wanted me to read. I didnt really read it properly. I was in a damn bloody rush that time. But doesnt really matter rite? tsk. haha.
1:19 PM
Long day. Met tudi at riverside to talk. HAd a great talk and enjoyed it. Felt so much relieved after that! Thanks alot tudi!! What would i do without you uh!?? haha. =] After tht met Viviena dn gang. Walked around Cine aimlessly. After tht went to bugis. DAMN FREAKY!! Was waiting for Zion den this guy just collapse on the ground and started shivering. Then his head was bleeding and he just kept shaking. His eyes had blood flowing out as well. And i couldnt see his pupils. Wad da hell rite? I highly suspect he got possessed laaa. Anw. Went to play pool with Zion. got trashed badly laaa. tsk. goota train more on pool. hahahaha. After that went to meet parents for supper =]Picture taken with VENUS TUDI =]
THX FOR LISTENING =] Might not seem much it means alot to me =]AND MING LI!! THANK you for listening to me too =] thx for supporting me too yea? I really appreciate it alot =] find one day meet you i treat you lunch k k k? =] =] =]
2:30 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG!! I DID VERY WELL THIS SEMESTER!! DAMN HAPPY CAN??? 2 B's and all C+. And my GPA jumped from 1.8 all the way to 2.6!!! HOW COOOOL IS THAT?? First time i see a 2.6 GPA!! IM HAPPI HAPPI HAPPI!! omg la. Altho ystd was a sucked up day. But today is a great day!! Its a new beginning. And quite a good one i must sayyy!! =] =] =] I know you people might be going "aiya. 2.6 nia". But no!!! 2.6 is damn high for a bloody slacker like me who doesnt know what hard work is ok? HOHOHO!! Aiming for a 3 GPA!! GOING UNI IS POSSIBLE AFTERALL!!!
I couldnt sleep well. I just dunno why. Slept at 3am and woke up at 7 am and just cant seem to go back to sleep. Maybe its just coz i just cant seem to stop thinking of what happened yesterday. Im just gonna be honest it really hurts me alot. Im not someone who talks holy most of the time. But my sister is right. A girl who draws you away from God isnt the right girl. I guess when in a relationship, both couple's eyes arent on marriage, it seems so fragile. My eyes were on marriage. I didnt mind settling down with one. But i guess hers wasnt. I didnt even have the chance to sit down and talk things out. I guess all this is just misundersatndings and miscommunication. I dunno when i will get attached again. But im not letting my next one break down again coz we dun talk things out. But for now. Sister is right. Its time to turn back to God and set my eyes on the things above. We all fall, but not many choose to stand up again. Sorry for talking holy. I dun do it often. Im a christian who avoids holy talk. But then again. once in a while la. haha
Drivign advance theory in 10 days time. People have been asking me why i nvr go start driving. Reason being is that i dun wanna waste money on practical lessons. I wanna finish theories, den straightaway start practical den can book TP date le. So i will thus spend lesser money on my license. Not like im in a hurry to drive oso. haha. In fact, i think theory is fun too =]
Its gonna be a damn long day today. Meetign up with ZiJing, zhong Yang and gang. Playing left for dead, watch movie. After that gonna meet Vivien and gang!! So long nvr see them all oredi!! miss dem loads la. haha! Den after that gonna meet up with Zion and talk. Good oso la. At least there are people who care.
Funny truths about life in small small Singapore...
1. Night - Sleep with air-con; Day - Bathe with heater on
2. Day - Cannot Wake up; Night - Cannot Sleep
3. Cigarettes - Convenient to buy; not convenient to smoke
4. Chewing Gum - Can Chew, Cannot buy?? (Restricted to buying)
5. Smell Of rubbish besides letterboxes; Rubbish inside Letterbox
6. Private Cars - Cheaper & Cheaper to Buy,harder & harder to Maintain
7. Education - Teachers teaching Less but expects students to learn More
8. High-tech barbaric Singaporeans - know how to use state-of-the art equipment, but dunno how to use a simple dustbin or a toilet
9. There are quite a number of rich/poor in spore - They have Car, Credit Card, CPF .... but no Cash and lots of loans
10. Translation is needed between Singaporean Chinese and Mainland Chinese
11. Singaporean never like to vote, but like to complain
12. Half Singaporeans rushed to buy Hello kitty, but the other half busy killing stray cats
13. Public Bus - Half the Crowd squeeze in front section of the Bus, Second section is for Carrying Ghost
okay! Im going back to slep =] gonna need de energy =] see ya people =]
7:38 AM
Hello people. If you are reading this blog den yay! welcome. Fact is that most people wun know of this blog. So i'd appreciate if you do not link me unless i say its fine with me orite? yeap yeap. Anw! Out with Hk, Nya oo, vicky ah jia. Long day. Sat under the stars and saw Orions belt. How cool is that uh? hahaha. anw, yeap. Im single again =] yeap yeap. Nope nope. Not another failed relationship. But its another lesson learnt =] hohohoho! yea. Im not really happi about it la actually. Kinda cried over it. but yeah. Its good for both of us. HOHOHO! okay. Its 3am. Just a short update to tell ya guys yay yay!! Life is great.
3:02 AM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I like this picture alot!! =] Taken on me new canon cameraaa!! =] =] =]
Outing with Ai Jie and Jian Rong today. Pictures as they requested! =] Thank you both for today.
Oh yeaaa!! This is what me new camera looks like =]
Replies to tags :Lychee : haha! tsk tsk. So sad. Who are you anw? =] You here to spam me or?? hahahaVenus : YESSS!! hahahaha. You see me blog post lor. =]Ming Li : Thxxx =] What happened to your blog ah?Nites world =]
12:08 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
You know what? I realise no matter what the fuck i do. We always end up fighting. NO matter what i do you both are still gonna fuck my life up. Ya, im fucking bad tempered. SO fucking bad im never ever gonna try to be patient anymore!!Ya, i'm fuckign evil, den i will never ever fucking try to be happy and treat people nicely.Ya, im the black sheep of my family, So why bother helping anyone?Who is ever fair? Who ever spares a thought? The wise guy told me that treat people as how you want them to treat you. You know fucking what? Fuck this nonsense. I make people happy, who ever gives a fuck about me if im happy? I was always there to listen, now that i am crying, who is beside me?? Who the fuck gives a damn and comforts me?I try to be patient with other peoples nonsense. Who was ever thoughtful? When all they do is fuckign throw their attitude anyway they want? Do they hold back their nonsense and ever spared a thought for anyone?All this is just telling me that all my efforts are just nonsense. Why isit that everytime i cry, no one was ever beside me? How fair is this i ask you? You know something? Im through being fair to anyone!! Fuck all this nonsense!! Anw, on a brighter note!! I bought a canon cameraaaaaaa~~~ yay yay!!! Meeting frens today maybe to camwhoreeee!! =] =] =] =]
12:55 AM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
So sick of waiting for sms'es dat dun come. If you say you are going to sms den do that. If you are just gonna do this all the time and make me wait for your sms den i think the 40 bucks i spend on this phone was a total waste. I rather you tell me you cant msg so i dun nid to wait for your sms. And you can happily use the com at home knowing i am waiting for your sms. IM sorry i have to say this but im very sick of waiting anymore. Im leaving it to you if you wanna talk. Im nt going to wait for your sms anymore. I realli like this song so yea. =]
How Do You Sleep (Rhythmic Remix Feat. Ludacris) - Jesse McCartneynot really in the mood to fucking blog about anything neither to make anyone laugh. But my fucking readers just shot from 140+ to 190. So people. pls tag =]Replies to tags :Xiaoxuan : haha. hello hao sisterrr. haha. Laughed again uh. hahaSelina : Why why? you like my shirt isit? hahaHuiling : orhDarren : Not say lei. Only the contrast nia. Why you ask lei?
12:28 AM
