Chalet over tis week. Things happen and pass. Would'nt elaborate on what happened during the chalet. But i guess somethings happen so fast dat u don't even have time to adapt. and u just fall into it. Holding her hands and kissing her cheek. I forgot who my future will be with, Right from the start we knew each other. Now we hold each other hands and kiss each other cheeks. But somehow i have forgotten who my future wife will be. I guess it wouldnt be wise t date a girl whom u wouldnt marry. Hmm. Somehow this is the biggest contradiction 2 myself i guess. I do not practice what i preach.

i guess this brings me back to the part where i talked to jasmine. Time to do what i know i have to do and dun do what i feel like doing. I guess feelings r temporary and they definitely do not last. den why depend on something tht do not last?I am an emotional guy and i ruined my life because of it. But life wouldnt be fun if we had nothing to change would'nt it? Life without problems is like a super straight road w/o anytin. HOw boring. I see people going into relationships and breaking off and end up getting hurt. i guess this happens its because they mixed up what they know with how they feel. Like my sis always told me. Do not depend on feelins but rather do what u know u have to do. So lets just break it up for all thos who are in relationships and to those who just broke off and feeling the hurt. my remedy to avoiding bgr problems.

Firstly. Teenagers mostly r damn fucking emotional. Meaning they do things dey feel like doing. E.G: "Oh my God! i realli am in love with that babe. Her ass is so damn fucking big. I love it. I must date her even though i am 15!" here is an example of an emotional type. Like me! But wouldnt it be dangerous when this feeling of "love" fades away? Even if ur feelings dun fade. Wat abt e other party? either side is going to get hurt. This is what is happening in the world today.

This is the right way. Teenager: " Oh my God! She is so damn pretty and her ass is so big and her lips r like hot dogs and i am hungry for it.! But wait! I am only 15 and i have to study and i am not matured to date! Oh well. " This way. The teenager acted in a way he knows he have to. This way nothing happens and both side dun get hurt. Even though the teenager feels a bit hurt on not having the girl. But i guess. long time pain is always better than short time pain.

This is written to Emalyna and my schoolmates as my last message to you guys b4 i break off contact with u guys. Everyday i see people crying over a break up and getting hurt and i am constantli reminded dat i was once like dat. I hv made my last mistake with Farah and i am going to move on with life. Right here i dare to say all this things because i was once like u people and i was hurt to the point i almost took my life. all because i did the same mistake. Now its the time to stop others from repeating all my mistakes. Isn't it time to seperate what u know u have to do with what u feel like doing?
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