Saturday, December 02, 2006
1.33am. Amazing i am updating at this hour when i have a meeting tomoro. haha. oh well. Its just those days again when i lie around all day and do nothing. Yes i am aware my mum wants me to do the household chores and if possible. find a job. But i guess i am addicted to slacking. Its good to be born lazy by nature. No point getting all hectic everyday and all worried and it just takes away the fun of living in this hectic world. Woke up this morning and at last i get to breath the morning air and watch the sunrise. its beautiful. It trueli is. The morning air is so cooling and refreshing but sometimes people just do not knw how to appreciate nature. Everyday they wake up and go to werk without slowing down to enjoy nature. I guess in life there are mani things for u to enjoy and i guess its up to u whether u wanna slow down and enjoy them or not. I aint born and active person i guess. And i guess i work it to my advantage. Guess that is why i am always so stress free.
IN life we are put into situations in which no one likes it and i guess things happen jus like that. Being placed into a situation is one thing. how u handle it is another. ALright. SO lets just say this. I was with Nana for 7 months and it took me 4 months to get over her which is around a year. Over this period of time i didnt know how to deal with things and i came out of it and i learnt nothing. But i onli needed 3 weeks with cassandra and 1 week just to get over her and i learnt loads of things. U see the irony? Sometimes in life u dun need a big big problem to learn. We just need something small to learn. But what matters is how u work the situation to ur advantage. Its cool isn;t it? I guess its just time to put right ur mindset. If ur mindset is right. Nothing in life is a tragedy. Every downfall is a learning experience. If u r reading these. U may know what i am saying. But what i say only becomes real when u apply it. Our brain is created and its wonderful. It can store tons and tons of stuffs and it nvr runs out of space. Beautiful isnt it? SOmetimes i marvel at my own brain even when people call me stupid. But in life. No one is stupid. Its ur mindset. ;P
So i was just reading a book abt youth ministry that Vincent gave me. I guess what it said is true. Things became clear to me that what i was doing al these while is wrong. I guess one thing to know is that I am strong but not because i am strong. But because God is strong. I guess there's nothing for me to boast abt what i've learnt. I admit i am having alot of problems with my own pride. I am starting to look down on people. But i guess its time to do the right thing. God dun need super knowledge to run a youth ministry. He doesnt even need me. So there is realli nothing for me to be proud about. I guess in life i can onli see other people when i place myself behind others. its true. Beautiful words taken from the show princess hours. haha. See! U can learn things even by watching shows. Dun waste whatever u are doing people. U may be doing the worse thing on earth but it can be ur strength if u know how to put ur mindset right.
Oh yes. One last thing. There seems to be an increasingly debate over how women are more superior than man. Everyday i hear pop stars singing how they dun need man. Dun get me wrong. i am not fighting for men's sake. But i guess b4 anyone of the sexes say anything. Question urself. W/o men. There can be no children nor woman. W/o women. There can oso be no man nor children. And women. Depending on man is a choice. Its on ur own freewil. Its time people started to understand why god created both man and women like this. It is a big sign to show that man and woman are both equal. Man need a woman's vagina, and woman need a man's penis for the world to continue going. Its a fair thing. NO favourtism. I personalli do not look down on females. Nothing gives me a right to look down on females. They r strong in their own ways. forgive me for the rude usage of the sexual organs in my entry. But its natural. Nothing to be sensitive about.
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