Guess i am back from mission trip last friday. But i guess somehow i do not want to come back. i truly miss the kids there. Poor are they but happy are they too! They do not ask for more things which they can never have. Soemhow there is a lesson behind all these. I hate kids. I truly do. But these kids at yun hua chun opened up my heart to warmth and love. Something i closed up on 2 years ago. I miss so mani kids there. But i guess i am kinda sad the younger kids didnt sent us off when we left. But still. I will fight for the chance to go back next year. So i guess my judging is correct. Kids in singapore are truly spoilt. And i saw a living example today. A kid same age as yhc kids but spoilt. I am not saying i am not spoilt. But truly my eyes have been opened. Did loads of things we can nvr do in singapore. Rode on a motorbike, cruised the mountain, Visit waterfalls, see loads of weird insects and creatures, went up mountains above cloud level and loads of other things. i guess all i yearn for is a simple lifestlyle which i got at yun hua chun. Naturally i forgot all about the hustle and bustle in singapore and lived with nature. Living with nature is truly beautiful. We slept w/o fans and air con but nature provided us with sleeping comfort. natural "air-con" which was better than technology. Its funni i guess. I used to Hate teachers but i became a teacher at yhc. I understood the difficulties of teaching. And i guess i do feel guilty for doing all those mean thigns behind teachers. But i guess it truly is eye opening. I will realli fight for the chance to go back next year. I will. I guess its time for people reading these blog to re-evaluate their city life and what sole purpose it is living on.
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