Wednesday, January 31, 2007
So i've decided to change church. Reason being i just cant take anymore of those distractions in church. all i want is a new beginning and a place where its just me and God. yeaps. Gonna leave in 2 weeks time. lets just have 1 more week in church. Just dun want to release my anger in church and become a problem to people. might as well remove myself before i become a problem.
Watched apocalypto. Its sick. totally sick. makes u appreciate life in the city. How those african tribes kill people just for offerings. But i guess even in the city. There will be the same kind of killing everywhere. some die under swords. some under guns. makes me wonder how i will die. but i guess i would like a death thats quick and painless. i was thinking having my head chopped off. aahh. thats quick and painless. that would be the biggest blessing to me. haha. having a quick and painless one and going to heaven to enjoy life there. oh well. But i guess how i die will still be in the hands of God. haha. I might not even have to die!! armageddon might come when i am still alive. haha. that would even be better. haha.
What goes around comes around Nathan. I will fight with you till the end. I will conquer Nathan when i die.
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