somehow its just amazing how someone can slack during a long break. and even though i got nothing to do during my wait for my results, im enjoying every single moment of it. i got no money though. haha. somehow now i see people suffering from love and bgr problems. i am constantly reminded of the consequences of going into a relationship. My little sister once asked me why do we have to suffer heart breaks when we break off with our bf's or gf's. i couldnt explain much to her but here is my full answer. this thing of suffering heart breaks i guess its totalli fair. it took me long to realise this though. Its so that we will be reminded of the pain and stop us from repeating the same mistake. lets just put it this way. If after a break up, u feel no pain no heart break, won't u keep repeating the same mistake again? its a reasonable thing though. haha. somehow in life its pretty interesting to talk to some christians and their experiences in life. My cousin's boyfriend told me that leadership roles is like jumping off a plane with a parachute. the most scariest part is not the first time, but rather the second time. its only during the second part that u know what will happen that gives us a reason to keep resisting leadership roles. i guess my sister is right. leadership roles suck totally. I am pretty aware some people do it for the pride. But when it comes down to it. Its not much of a pride thing anymore. I was just slacking one day doing nothing on my bed when a voice in my head told me a quote that is so true. Fun isn't it? u do nothing and u talk to a voice in ur head. keeps me occupied all the time. i will just end this entry with this short quote. Quote: Why are you letting something as common as pride stop you from doing extraordinary things?
