I guess i couldnt care less anymore. I shud just stop being bothered by what is going on in church and how some people try flirting with girls in church. This feeling of hatred is still growing strong inside i guess. But all i ask is that it wun be let out like 2 years ago. I guess its their own life and free to do what they want. If i realli had a choice. I'd leave this church and go for a better one. A church where i can just concentrate on God instead of having distractions by some people in church. I dun mind leaving this church and the people i call brothers. I just dun wan anymore conflicts and i just want to stop seeing things i hate to see most. I couldnt care less about anything being a student leader. i couldnt care less about the leaders in my church. They can go rambling about their leadership roles but as long as the dun step within my line.
