Sunday, February 11, 2007
results out last friday. L1R4 =21. NOw i am pretty aware of it that its not a good result and people are laughing at me. i am happy with my results bcoz i know it is God given and it is his will. And its always better than gg ITE. i look at my results and i see how others are doomed to ITE. I can only look at myself and consider myself the world's luckiest guy. that was my fate 2 years ago. ITE. But i guess God showed mercy on me and showed me a new way. haha. I vowed to follow his will in times of good or BAD 2 years ago. I am just glad that today i have proven myself. haha. Notice how i highlight the word "bad". Its just how some people treat God as a God who only gives when you ask. kind of like a free gifts stand and all you need to do is to ask. i am pretty sure that isn't the way God is. Sure God does give blessings and i understand that coz i recieved his blessings a thousand a million a trillion times! TOO many to be counted. But i guess we shud nvr treat them as deserved. hmm. This time i know and i understand very well that God uses failures to bring us closer to him and humble us. haha. i highly doubt there are any O lvl students reading this now. But i will just do it for the benefit for the one who stumbles upon this. You may not work out to ur expectation but rejoice! It means God wants you to trust him even more for your future. You may work out to your expectation but beware! Pride may overtake you and you might just lose faith in God and depend on yourself. which is an even bigger failure than bad results. yeaps. I couldnt care less about my failure in my results. because i know i have scored flying colours in God's test for me. I guess now its time to get even more distinctions for God. I guess now its time for another 3 more months of no schooling and slacking slacking slacking! haha. time for another 3 months of silence with God
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