My feelings for her are growing stronger. Oh darn. But surely she is not the one. The age gap is just way too big. Ok. Not big. But a bit big onli. haha. Those eyes are just what attracted me i guess. haha. But time to draw the line. Whats to be done in Ngee ann will be finished! Whats to be shown in church will be shown. Oh well. I've learnt something after much observation. It is to keep observing and shut up. people can do what they want with their life. I am in no position to critisize. Maybe they will learn what they nid to learn. Just like what Vincent did when i was making loads of mistakes in my school. To let one experience mistakes and grow stronger. Many want to be known and popular. To be in the limelight and many resort to all means to reach there. Some reach there unknowingly. Surely there are many ways to have popularity. But i guess when u reach the limelight, there is onli 2 things that will happen. You will be known and you will be popular. And u will have what u want. But the 2nd thing is that many will see ur flaws and mistakes, and ultimately ur downfall. There is realli no point i guess. When u r in the limelight, prepare for the worse. Nothing comes free in this world. Maybe what i always longed for in this world is to leave this world. to go to that better place to enjoy eternity. But i guess i will just stay longer here to build myself up. To prepare myself for that glorious day to come.
