"With beauty come vanity" Something i made up after years of observation. Does it realli matter if u have good looks? i guess it doesnt realli matter bahs. People have lost their heart because of looks. Its a blessing to have good looks. But lets just stop at blessings shall we? Dun let looks become "you". Dun let looks become who you are. Just looks and nothing else. Dun be what the bible says by "a beautiful cup on the outside, but inside they are filled with bones and all sorts of filth".
I was taught not to let my blog become me. Its just a sub-concious thing i guess. You blog your feelings and you talk about how you are on your blog. Basically you express your personality on blog, friendster blah blah blah. And in real life, you are just a person who cant express your feelings. i am not sure if that is happening to me but i guess i nid time. for sure i do not do that in church. But i still gotta adapt to my new enviroment in ngee ann.
I doubt i will be dating anyone in ngee ann for long. And i hold no interest for girls in my class. i tink i'll just continue being my nerd and learn to hate the world so i will desire death even more. realli! i really do wish to go home. this world is just so full of shit.
"The nail that sticks out most gets hammered". Dun be the nail that sticks out, you will just get hammered down.
