So i couldnt sleep last night coz i was feeling very unwell. And i was wondering why cant i just die on the spot. Then somehow memories came back that showed me 7 incidents when i almost or could have died. But all this 7 incidents failed to take away my life. 2 incidents where i attempted suicide, 3 of which includes fights, 1 in which a snake almost bit me, and 1 in which a car almost knocked me down. Maybe i still have something left to accomplish here. Maybe God has a will for me here and wun take me away until i fulfil it. but somehow i have a feeling it will only be accomplished when i am older. Not now thats for sure. I guess i will just wait. Just like how past prophets waited for the prophecy to be fulfiled.