People keep saying i am very quiet in school. The reason?
Let me tell you a story of a farmer who desperately tried to grow an apple tree fast. He was desperate to make an apple tree as soon as possible so he could sell it to earn money. So desperation and impatience got the better of him and he resorted to unnatural means. He used chemicals and much fertillizers in his crops. So the tree did grew. But little did he know that his apple tree was poisoned and people he sold the apples to got poisoned. Reason being that the chemicals destroyed the fruits.
So tis is the reason why i dun bother trying to fit in so fast. Its just too fast. And even if i do fit in, everything is just going to be fake. You are just friends for the sake of having friends. I rather grow my apple tree slowly and by natural means. I mean, lets face it. It took me 1 year to fit into secondary school. And it took me 15 years to fit into church people. Whats 7 weeks to me? The more you try to fit in, the more fake things become. Time to be smart you people.
Some people say that Christianity is like an easy way to heaven and you get to enjoy both earth and heaven. Do you really think so? Do you know how much struggling one has to go through just to believe? do you know how much doubt we struggle with? Do you think you can believe that something that happened 2000 years ago got the power to change someone.?If Christianity means an easy way and easy life, then why do people get killed for spreading this truth? Why do people give up comfort and leave behind their family just to spread this truth? If Jesus were a fraud then i ask you this. Who would die such a horrible death when he is innocent? All for a lie?? If you ask a real christian whether it is easy being a christian, not one will tell you that it is an easy path. For the road to heaven is like a narrow path and few find it. But the road to hell is a big road where many will walk on it and find that the road ends in hell.
