I will never forget where i came from and i will never forget my roots. But its the same way my rebellious personality will never leave me. Every night i can feel it slowly emerging to the top wanting to be freed and to wreck havoc again like how it did in the past. It has always been a constan struggle. I have a feeling i am going to blow up in refresh camp. Who am i rebelling against? The ones chosen by God. Why? Have you heard of a saying? "When the rich rage war, its the poor who suffer.". Sometimes they make decisions and we suffer. Who do i wanna be? I dun want to be a person who is quiet, i just want to be able to control and hold back my emotions well. Its late, and i gotta wake up early tomoro. What a holiday... it sucks...
