I told Joel and vincent that i have been sitting down and waiting for God to speak to me. I am going to sit down no more, i am going to stand up and go search for him. For the Lord has fed me, time to go and feed others. I will make mistakes in the future. I have made countless in the past. But what matters is you stand up after every fall. Time to stop going by emotions and time for, mind over matter!!!! haah