There is a saying that many have heard of. "It doesnt matter what others think of you, all that matters is you stay true to yourself". And i am have heard many insults about me being made and many are made just out to despise me. You people think think i act holy and pretend to love God. You people think i claim to want to learn humility when i actually have other motives. All you people want to do is to see me fall back to square one. All i want to say is thank you. You people are the biggest pushing force and encouragement to me. I am not saying here that i am wise and i will confirm make it. I am not saying that i am not proud. I have pride too, but i am fighting it every minute and everyday. Look at our leaders of our past, many people despised them saying they couldnt make it. They proved these people wrong. For the Lord is with them and the same way he will always be with me that he will guide me through all. You people may think that i am proud and you people may think that i will never make it, but that doesnt mean that i get discouraged and give up, for that is exactly what you people have been wanting to see. Cartoons are good for viewing. But it warps the mind of younger kids to make them think that this world is a perfect one without any flaws. Take a look around you, you are so protected from the real world that you think that this world is a perfect one. Even my friends from my past couldnt give a damn about whether they live or die for they know what the real world is.