Previously i wrote that responsibilty is a hard thing and so is accountability. And i understand well what responsibility is. I wrote in an entry last year october and there was a phrase that says, you pay for what you have done. This is something that many try running away from. Lets just face it. Bcoz of my mistakes i almost lost my life for it while trying to clear it and being responsible for it. This is what i meant by saying responsibility is hard. That some even face the risk of losing their life for it. And taking responsibility will often mean u swallow your pride and say that u r at fault. I am not saying that i am very responsible here but this is to highlight responsibilty to anyone who is reading this. responsibilty doesnt just mean you take care of a group and account for them. Responsibility also applies to this. You do something, there is always a price and you pay for it. Dun expect people to clear up ur mess for u. MAybe people will assist u in clearing up your mess. But u do not just sit down and wait for the person to clear everything. The Lord has sent angels into my life and to remind me on what is happening to me now. He sent not beings with wings and a halo above their heads. He sent 2 ordinary people who cant speak nor hear to remind me. Basically deaf and mute people. This is what they taught me. And this is for the benefit of Christians being persecuted for their faith or for doing what is right. Persecution we all know what the meaning is. But we do not know the true meaning behind it. Persecution comes in and challenges you to make a choice on whether you want to join the dark side and live an easy live or you choose the Lord's side and continue getting persecuted. It challenges you to disown the Lord so the world can accept you. This is persecution. But the benfits of enduring persecution is far greater than what few have experienced. Persecution helps you grow even closer to the Lord and sets your path even stronger for the Lord. And when you are persecuted, the Lord delights in rewarding you for suffering for his name when you meet him in heaven. The Lord has his intentions on lettign persecution go on. And it is for our own good. Surely u say that many died under persecution on standing strong to their faith. Then this i would reply. They die so that they can leave this dyign and evil world to go to paradise to enjoy the Lord's love and presence. Isn't is good? May the Lord continue to keep his children strong and continue to bless them through their sufferings. For the good of his children and for the glory of his name. Amen!