This entry is my words to Veron. Not in particular to anyone but Veron. There is no need to read it. So what if you are the head of a gang? So what if you have control of so many people? When you dun even have control of yourself? Jazrul and Haruz had control of themself, this is why they could stand up against many of whom have no control of themself. You have no qualifications to lead for you know nothing about honour and integrity and self control. You cant even fight yourself. Why talk about fighting many. You fool! Your fist is stronger than your heart! And your fist will be what will kill you in time! So what if you have control and leadership? Wun you just end up just like us? We reign to power, but at the end of the day we fall to nothingness. We end up with nothing. We live day by day with regret and we yearn for something to relieve us of this pain. Go on and lead. You are just leading people whom have no control nor brains. These are the people who will be your undoing when you undo your mistake. At the end of the day you will only be shot with the decision to betray your friends or you die. And maybe at that time you will be stripped of all your pride and strength. You will have people hunting for you and you will have no one to turn to. You will have people who fear you, but you will fear yorself even more. You choose and you pay for your decision. The same way we all paid for our mistakes.
