Monday, September 03, 2007
How long more do i have to endure sleepless nights because of guilt? How long more do i have to endure before i can worship the Lord with a pure heart? How long more do i have to wait before i can fully experience your love and fight for your name? How long more do i have to wait before you come and end our sufferings?My Lord my God! Why show your love on such an idiot like me who thinks highly of himself when he is actually nothing?Why die for such a fool who brings trouble upon himself and expects people to clear up his own mess? Why have i searched for an earthly relationship and given up your eternal love for me? Can i now then invest my life to putting your love for me first? I have corrupted my body and mind with unclean actions and thoughts, yet you died to cleanse me of it. Why?As i undo my mistake which started 2 months ago, heal our hearts as time goes by and when its all over, may we have a great time working with each other serving you as brothers and sisters in Christ. Forgive us all, thy will be done
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