Saturday, September 08, 2007
I just went to watch Evan almighty today with some church friends. And i really liked what the acting God in the movie said. "When you pray for courage, God doesnt give you courage, he gives you a chance to be courageous. When you pray for love, God doesnt give you lovey dovey feelings, he gives you an opportunity to love." Oh well, good old God did it again. He does the unexpected : )Sometimes even as i try evangelising to Kai and Vicky i sometimes dare not say too much. Reason being that they have values which i never had. Lets just say, we all know that people like us has to face alot of fear in each gangfight. yes, we all do face fears in each gangfight. And there were occasions when i stood alone in a gangfight. But Vicky and Kai were the ones who stood by me. Where were my rich friends who called me brother? they all left me.! Yes you people who are civilised and rich, you may call us stupid by going into gangfights, but if you were actually shot with one you would go running to your mummy crying with your heads in between your bums.! Yes you may say it is stupid to risk your lifes for a stupid cause, but you fools dun even dare to risk a little buck for a friend!!!! Who are you to say those things?Vicky was born into a poor and broken family and he usually dun have money to buy meals. So i and Kai would usually treat him. But people would laugh at him and say that he always ask for a free meal, Vicky kept quiet and yet he still comes down when he can to keep us company! can you people who are rich do that?Kai and his brother has to support the family and work at the same time. His pay isnt high. But when he borrowed 30 dollars from me, he took as little time to repay the money and he returned it quick without questions asked. And he has control of his own temper. And both Vicky and Kai wasnt born into good families!! Yet because they had little they had more values than me! Who are you to say that you are better than them?I am saying it not because i have these values! I am saying it because i am humbled that being born into a good family, i lack so much more values than them! And i am saying it against certain rich people. Because they are the ones who are doing the mockery! And even as they read this blog they know who they are. You rich kids arent really rich and you have nothing to boast about. For the riches you spend are the hardwork of your parents. Not yours. And each time you laugh at us, you think through and see and know that there will still be people like me fighting for them. Yes i am not a perfect person with perfect values, And i am not the great mind that the world seeks, But how much i desire to be the little mind that God needs.
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