I have heard people with great testimonies and somehow people think its very easy to speak of testimonies. I am here just to tell u no its never easy. It includes telling people about how weak u r and what you have done wrong. Its never about making urself look good. Never ever. A real estimoney doesnt make one person look great or good. It merely means showing the world how weak humans are but how strong God is. Think twice before u start saying ur testimoney. If it is to make urself look good then it is called bragging. This is such a screwed up world where we as guys have to put up with such a great fight to resist temptation. Everyday i go around i see girls who dress up skimpily. What can we do about these girls? To them is comfort, to us is a struggle. I have given in to sexual sins too many times i cannot even count it. Each time i yearn to do right there is an internal battle within. Funny how sexual temptation is so common yet people find it taboo to talk about sex. Has anyone then ever teach us young people to deal with high sexual drives and stuff like masturbation. Yes i know its highly sensitive because i have greatly commited a great sin because no one evr taught me how to deal with it. Yes i am not a good boy in which u think i am. Maybe u dun even think i am a good boy. I am not goign to delete my previous post. Coz it is after all my fustration and anger to him my father. I am not going to delete it because wrote it to someone i knew who existed in my life since day 1. I wrote it because i loved him and i desperately needed answers.
