Wednesday, October 24, 2007
You always cried and wanted to know what strength was. Strength comes from pain. You said i am not there anymore, but i still am with you in my prayers. You wanted to do whats right, so do i, lets do the right thing now.Doing the right thing hurts and we know it, the fact you feel pain means you are doing the right thing. Rejoice!! We are doing whats best now for both of us. Do you need to hold on to someone to have someone? You can always have but not to hold. Does it seem to you that what i am doing is selfish and harsh on you? But know that i am doing this because i want you to be truly happy.I know its painful, it has been for me too. But after this, what blessed joy and peace we shall find.Hang in there, keep strong!!This is a poem for those who feel pain in your hearts, to those who seek comfort. And this is specially for you...You knw who you are..Are you passing through a testing,Is your pillow wet with tears?Do you wonder what the reason,Why it seems God never heards?Why it is you have no answerTo your oft-repeated plea.Why the heaven still is leadenAs you wait on bended knee?Do you wonder as you suffer,whether God does understand,And if so, why he ignores you, fails to hold you in his hand?Do black doubts creep in, assail you.Fears without and fears within,till your brave heart almost faltersAnd gives way to deadly sin?All God's testing have a purposeand one day you will see the light.All he asks is that you trust him.Walk by faith and not by sight.Do not fear when doubt besets you,just remeber - He is near;He will never, never leave you,He will always hear.Faithful is he who has promised. He will never let you fall.Daily will strength be givenStrength for each and strength for all.He will gladly share pain with you, he will gladly give you peace,Till you tired and weary body,Find its blessed glad release. When the darkened veil is lifted,Then dear heart you will understand,Why is it you have to suffer,Why you could not feel his hand.Giving strength when it was needed, giing power and peace within, Giving joy through tears and trial, Giving victory over sin. So till then just keep on trusting,Thru the sunshine and the rain, Thru the tears and thru the heartaches, Thru the smiles and thru the pain, Knowing that our father watches,Knowing daily strength he'll give,Victory for each passing hour,This is life so let us live! - John E. Zoller
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