Thursday, November 01, 2007
Down with fever at the temperature of 38.5. not say very high but its still enough to make me feel damn sick. Oh and did i mention? Enough to get me 2 days of mc. damn. School's getting better and at least i am talking more openly to my friends. Sometimes i really wanna let go but i cant. its a dillema. whatever u call it. Its ok if u think that this blog is filled with entries of a 17 year old trying to act holy and u think everything on the blog is fake. its totally fine with me. U might think that this 17 year old is someone who makes so many mistakes and still has the cheek to talk about God here. its ok actually. Coz my life has been made up of mistakes from all sorts of the society. I know where i stand. ANd i know i am not anyone's dream kid. Some Kid that all parents want. Always studying and filial. That isnt me and i wun try to be like one. But i talk about God is only because he has shown great mercy and love upon me that i cant help it but think about him all the time. Yes i hate him many times. But i hate him only because he is so real to me.
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