Friday, November 30, 2007
I always wondered on this truth, can one love someone whom he has never seen before? I can only come to this conclusion. Yes indeed one can love someone whom he has never met before in his life. My parents never met me before i was born, yet they prepared the best beds and love a baby could have. Even as i speak now i am deeply in love with my future wife even though i dunno who she is. I dream of my happy times talking with her, my love for her is keeping me a virgin, that i would give to her on our wedding night. My love for her drove me to do the right things to encourage me to be a better man, so that she can proudly claim to the world that she married the best husband there is. My love for my wife is an encouragement to keep me in doing the right things. And this is how i have used my love for God and my love for her to keep going in life in a world where virginity isn't a big deal anymore. Where wrong seems right.
I hate and dislike people only because i have the same problem myself. The same way i hate gangsters and pai kiah's only because i was once the same as them. I hate flirts only because i was once a flirt. I hate people who chase girls like desperado's because i once did the same thing. I hate people who betray friends, because i did worse and betrayed all my friends, which left me running for my life. I hate those who are weak in faith also because i have weak faith. This is how you will see people in society. Someone who hates alot of people always have the same problem as the ones he hate. Am i then wrong to say these words?
You say Jesus is a fraud and you say Jesus follows the father of Muslims. That Muslim's and Christians have the same God. You say i am stupid to have this faith. You say Christians are dumb. You curse me and say that when i die, i will not find Jesus anywhere. So be it. I have put my life and death on Jesus. Whether he is a fraud or not i pay the price for it. If he is a fraud then i will burn in hell gladly. If he truly is God then i will see him in heaven. Is there any point in arguing with you people whether he is a fraud?
Keep going on in life, cry for every trial you face, and smile for each persecution, rejoice with each temptation. The reason why Christians are stagnant in their faith is only because they have no problems in life! Their life is so smooth flowing that they proclaim they do not need God in life. Only a rookie in christian faith would say that they don't need God. A true Christian is never a proud christian.
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