Monday, November 05, 2007
Have you ever been in those days when you are caught in a dilemma over someone? When you want to be with someone so badly but you cant. You wish to talk to that person but you just cant? That you know if you talk to that person it will get you both into so much shit? Im stuck in a dillema i guess. When she is just there but you have to control yourself knowing that if you talk to her it will get you into so much shit. Hopefully it passes by soon : )I and ZY and zhong Li we were just walking back from united quare yesterday and we were joking about my death. SO we were joking that if i die they will sing joyous tunes and pop champagnes. haha. And i joked that i want my coffin to be a dustbin and i want my body to be squated down in the dustbin and i want a green colour one. haha. And i even want that dustbin to be tied to a van and pulled along the road. haha. My goodness what a funny scene it would be. haha. But in my heart altough i know its too comical and crappy but i cant help wanting my death to be like that. A death that everyone is joyful and laughing. I dunno but i just want my funeral to be ahappy one, Not because they really want me dead la. But because they know that i am going to a better place. I am not insulted at all if you make fun of my death. its pretty much okay with me : )
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