Saturday, December 01, 2007
Just went out for supper at changi airport with family. had popeye's chicken. haha. Its truly a blessing to have good food even though you are poor. So my Dad finally allowed my sis to drive the van. I was kinda scared about it coz the back seats of the van do not have seat belts. but it all turned out fine. the whole ride was fine. a bit slow, but good for my sis. I dun think i would be so enthusiastic about getting my license anymore i guess. Firstly, the time taken just to get a bloody license is so long long long and expensive. Secondly, even if i get a car, the petrol is darn darn darn expensive lars. And maintenance fee so high. Dun think i wanna use up so much of my pay just for a damn car.
I realised i am in another stage of my life when its time to step into the real world. The real world that all of us have been shielded from. When i was in secondary school all i thought about was just slack, money, play and girls. Now that i am in poly, my thoughts are starting to change, i start thinking about my future work, marriage, car and my kids. I start worrying about my future kids and my beloved wife. How would they live their lives with me?
You might consider yourself to have a dark past but you should never use ur testimony to make yourself seem mysterious and make yourself look good. Each time you speak of your testimony you set your motives straight that you speak of it only to glorify God that not one credit goes to you. If not dun even speak about it. I know of many people who have dark past who walked out of it with God's help, but they do not boast of it to the whole world of what they did. They walk among us quietly that only a few know of their dark past. You do not go around telling people you had a dark past and boast of it to make yourself look good. Do you not know that each time you speak of your testimony you are speaking of your own foolishness and mistakes? And each time you think you had a dark past, remember there are people out there who live in even greater darkness. A testimony isn't a race or a card game where the person with the darkest past is better than the other who has a less darker past. I speak of this only bcoz i made the same mistake once and the Lord set me straight. That if you speak of your testimony to glorify yourself, you become proud and your testimony is no longer valid. Set your motives straight.
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