Sunday, December 02, 2007
I guess its just another one of my other days where you totally dun feel like doing anything and you totally dunno where you belong to. Its like you go to school but u do not belong there. That deep in ur heart there is a place where you truly belong, but that place is still years to come. say 60 years? You just feel like you are forced to walk this earth when you really dun wan to continue anymore. You are torn in between leaving and staying. Knowing that my death would be made better if i continue walking on in this earth. To put it crudely, i wanna die so badly, but i am staying on just so as to finish my job here. Maybe if i die later, i would bring souls with me to heaven. Now dun get me wrong, i am not being suicidal here, its just where you are torn in between 2 choices i guess.
Just watched the Singapore Tv show called the Noose. I would really say that after watching it i would conclude that it truly is a bloody funny show. One of the best funny shows that Singapore had ever produced. Go check it out ya? Every sunday 10pm. But next week it starts on 10.30pm. haha.
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