I decided to flip through the pages of my secondary school report book and all i saw was pages after pages of E8's and F9's and lousy comments from my teachers. And I saw my sec 4 results and in one particular one report slip, my principal personally wrote a comment in my report slips criticzing me and my attitude. Was'nt very bothered with it until i went out with Vincent on friday. So Vincent was telling me that he read a newspaper report on how secondary school students, 6 out of 10 weaker students only manage to get into polytechnic. The rest got kicked into ITE or even stop school. And he told me the first thing he thought was about me and how i almost couldnt make it. Then i realise what has been happening. And i guess all i can do now is give thanks! And then i realised the people around me in secondary school were'nt as blessed as me. Most went to ITE and some repeat their O's and some even stop school. Only a few made it into poly. And i was one of the lucky ones who made it into poly. And then i realised that i have been doing stupid complaints about how hard being a Christian is. But i forgot that when i made a choice to follow God when i was in sec 4, God himself made a breakthrough for me and got me into Ngee ann poly. Although i didnt get A's for my O levels, i got B3 for my science which i am very thankful for. God gave me a whopping jump of F9 for science to B3 for science. And so i guess even so i am persecuted now, let it be then. At least i know now that being in Ngee ann poly is a great gift from God : )
