It feels so much like the world has gone dead. And i got so tired of being a nice guy in school, why be nice when all u get is just laughed at. So i decided to be bad and all i got was still negative comments that i have changed for the worst. So i question myself, did these people ever appreciate the things i did for them? And then there came her, the one who played me like a toy and then tear me into half after she was done playing. So he questioned himself if he could ever find someone who would be with him for long. He doesnt ask for someone perfect, for he knows he is not perfect. But all he saw was this corrupt world left with no innocence. So he was with his friends one day and they asked him to join them to go smoke knowing that he is an ex-smoker. In his sadness he agrees hoping that cigarette would ease his pain.
He took his first cigarette stick after a year of quitting. But knowing that singapore's cigarettes have low nicotine level, he smokes with no worries of getting addicted. But little did he know he wanted more. He goes on to his next pack. And another pack, feels good. But his Godsis olivia got worried for him and hoped that he quit. And he wondered why people would care so much about him. he stops smoking with zer0 determination. Knowing he would not quit at all. But he stopped smoking.
On his 4th day of smoking, he decided not to go to school because he knew he would smoke again if he went to school. So he decided to turn on his computer. And when he went online, a girl added him on msn. Her name is called Triffany. So they talked and talked. And he finds out that he finally found a girl he thought he would never ever meet. She opened his eyes to a world that he thought was dead. And he finally falls in love with her. They are not together yet. But this guy will willingly wait for her knowing he has waited for very long already. And this guy wants to watch ironman with her. When will she be free?
