What the world promised, we can never see it happening. Since when has any change the world made that is for the better? Who are we trying to kid to try to tell ourself that the world is a nice place to live in?
I'm going to stay single the same way im going to stay smoke free. And i find one question very useful and this is going to be my biggest defence against my own life. "Do i need this?". Seriously, do i need to smoke? NO!! So i quit!!! Do i need a gf now? NO! So i stay single and dun get hurt.
I am seriously very scared of getting hurt again. But then again, i know that either i stay single or not, im bound to get hurt. But what can i do? Olivia is right. I have a very bad past record. I have to redeem myself. Im going to show people that i can be faithful to the girl i love. And im not a freaking playboy.
Maybe when you people see my friendster to see tons of girls writing comments to me, maybe you shud check to see who started the conversation. And just coz lots of girls talk to me on friendster, doesnt mean i am a flirt and playboy. Friendster is very different from real life people. Maybe u shud check to see how mani girls i am actualli close to in real life.
