I dunno what the FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! But what you just said is damn hurting. All the things you said to me are all just bullshit. How much i mean to you bla bla bla. You mean alot to me and i mean it. I loved you even more than my own sister and i cared for u more than my own sister. Even when i was treated like crap by other people and when girls cheated on me, even when i was damn fustrated i never fucking once threw my temper at you!!! You are like my pillar of support. How much you meant to me. When i was down you were the one whom i looked to for support.
And now? All you can ever say is you dun wanna talk about it, im not helping. I dunno what the hell happened to you. But if you can throw me to one side coz of someone else then at least now i know that i mean so little to you. You get some guy and you throw me to one side. Do I FUCKING LOOK LIKE SOME PUPPET??
I am more hurt by you more than that slut who played with me. Why am i more hurt by you than her? Coz i truly cared about you and i truly loved you. I was so worried bout you when you were down. I was heartbroken when you cried to me on the phone that time when you broke off with clarence. How much my heart hurts for you when i hear you cry.
Do i fucking deserve this kind of treatment? I thought i could count on you now that things are like this. But i never expected u gave me an even bigger heartbreak than that slut.
Its over. Its fucking over. Today i no longer have a godsister like you. Today no longer will i care anymore!!!
