Haven been updating. Sory guys. Not that im busy. I kinda forgot i actually have a blog and forgot to update. Tags not replied coz i didnt come to my blog. paiseh. haha.
I mean seriously people. i dun give a damn. girls are just too troublesome for me. You can say i cant play that game of love or whatever. Your call. I am better the way i am now. Not giving a damn bout a girl or whatever. But i guess im better this way! The only way to not get hurt is not to care. So! Now that i dun have any girl that i actually care about, im happy! : )
Im very sleepy these few days. i dunno why sia. I think i need to get some sleep. But Su zhen all jio me go kopi at 429 again. Didnt want to go until Kai called me and asked me to go down. haiz. den go lors. But i am happy. I have friends who want to be with me and enjoy my company : )
hmm, life has been normal nowadays. School, slack, school, go out. Standard routine of my life. Going out with hector sq and patrick is fun i guess. Not to mention i freaking did push ups in the middle of ngee ann city with everyone walking around. But a dare is a dare. I lost then do lors. lol. BUt its fun i guess. : )
aaaahhh... i think i really have to agree on the phrase that "What i don't know won't hurt me". I guess sometimes what i wont know wont hurt me. Maybe i know too much bout things i get so hurt. So i shud just act stupid and maybe just dun know too much? haha.
hmm, i told someone that singlehood can be very fun but i can be lonely too. And its true. I cant help but feel lonely at times. But i guess i really have good frens who are guys to keep me company : ) NOw i dun feel so lonely!! hahaha.
Sidetrack now and some holy stuff. Relationship with God is one fucking big mess. BUt i guess my heart really does yearn for him. I have been throwing my temper at everyone in my family these few days. I just had no mood to hear anyone talk or lecture me. Threw my temper at mom and dad almost everyday. BUt i just wonder why they didnt scold me and say im a loser child. Before i slept yesterday they asked if they could pray for me. I almost cried. Im touched i guess. That people still care for me after i was such a jerk to them. Maybe that hole in my heart shud be filled by God and family. Not with slutty motherfucking bitches nor sweet bitches. But with family and God? I'll see : )
hmmm. Lemme see? Nothing much i guess. Brains not working very coz im just way too tired. haiz. crap, forgot i just told Su Zhen i am on my way to meet her now. See ya dudes!! : )
