Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Been going out quite alot nowadays. And each time go out will go home very late de. yesterday went out with patrick, sq, hector. HAnged out till 1am liddat den cabbed home. Today went to tiong bahru plaza to study with neng wei. That place damn alot of sec school girls sia. and they were damn noisy. After studying meet Vicky den go 429 kopi till like 11pm den go home. haha.I guess although i have many frens. I can never trust any of em anymore. I guess i am very well aware that bad things are starting to be spoken behind my back. Very well aware im being stabbed in my back. Oh well. Dad was right, never trust human beings. They will never fail to bring you down. Trust God, never man. Why do we gossip and backstab people? Dad once told me when i was younger. When people backstab you, they will feel better of themselves. Why? Am i right to say that people who backstab and gossip are people with no confidence of themselves? I am very well aware that when you backstab people, you will definitely feel better of yourself. Backstabbing is like an esteem booster. The very fact is that people who backstab and gossip are people with no confidence of themselves. No one is ever perfect. Everyone has flaws. Why treat everyone like they promised to you that they will be perfect?Yea, i guess i really have high confidence. I have no problem with how i look and how i am as a person. I know my own place in life. I am not high there with the stars. Neither am i down low to the ground. God placed me at a position. Destined to stay there. Why tear down other humans with gossip just so you can step on them and elevate urself higher? I recieved my first encouragement today to quit smoking. Never knew the first one to encourage me was God. Was at 429 coffeeshop. All my friends were smoking. But i made up my mind not to smoke. So i refused to smoke. And Lo and behold. My family went to the same coffeeshop to eat. Thank god i wasnt smoking. And i got more money to spend le. yay!! I made my blog known because i trust you people that you would understand what is being said here and respect all that is being typed here. Not to use it against me as a ground for insulting me. On second thought. Forget it. No point talking on. People just wont get it. goodnite motherfucking world. I pray armageddon comes fast. Wipe out this earth clean.
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