Thursday, August 14, 2008
Today went to Harbour front mac to study. Tehre got jia heng, regan, neng wei and eddie. I go there str8away buy the sushi liao. lol!! Studied till around 6pm liddat all leave le. lol. Was in the train then Serene suddenly called me say she wanna meet me. Went to meet her at jurong east. She apparently called me for no dumb reason. She wanted to hang around jurong coz she dun wanna go home. But oh well. Took the bus together, that dumb girl dun even know how to walk properly can? Keep tripping and falling and hold the pole also can hit the face one. Cannot tahan her i told her i at my stop i go down le coz i need to go out later. So yay!! Reached home at 8pm. Was supposed to study at changi airport, but end up nvr coz all dun wan. Slept till 11pm, watched Ben 10 all den study liao. I really dunno why im letting people control the way i live. I figured that what i do, i do not have to be accountable to anyone at all. Wad i do on friendster, facebook, blog is none of my frens business. Who i add is none of anyone's business. Who i chat with is none of anyone's business. Who i have relationships with is none of their problem. So i guess i'll just do what i want so long i dun step into other people's space. Afterall, i can add anyone or do anything and no one can have the right to stop me nor say anything bout it. Coz i am not harming anyone with whatever im doing. I guess sometimes just to fit in we tend to start selling ourselves. We do all sorts of shit stuff to fit in. We give up parts of ourselves and we greed for other stuffs. The ones who arent cool will start acting cool and end up looking stupid. The ones who arent funny will try to be funny and end up beign lame. Coz we arent suited for some thigns. Some are born funny, some born cool and we all are given our places on earth. I realised one thing, i have many grp of frens. And with different grp of frens, i have different personalities. But one thing i realised, the group i am closest with, i am myself when i am with them! I do not have to hide who i am inside when im with them. And i am happy and they dun have problems with me : ) Kai, Xin an, Vicky, Zenn and gang. This are thr group of people closest to me in life. They know me inside out and i know them too! guess i gotta study. Nites people
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