Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Im sorry i had to post 3 entries in a day. But those were photo's post. This would be more of a thought post? anw, just came back from movie with ying ping and edmund. Ah sam had to leave early. So yea.
I really have to start admitting that looks arent everything at all. Looks are good i would say. Set them on ur first list of priorities and you will kill yourself. Maybe an attractive heart would be so much better rite? ahhh, life's hardest question.
Sometimes to have a relationship is freakign dangerous? i dunno? i really dunno? I just am starting to see no point to it at all. I want a girl i can settle down with. A good girl i can love for life. A girl i can take care of and if willing. Get married. But for that to happen, i need a girl i can really trust to be faithful, a girl who is sensible and knows how to protect herself. I dun wan to hook up with a girl who flirts and i have to worry about her 24/7. Isnt that more painful and it would tend to end quicker?
I know my thinking is very traditional. My guy friends always tell me what for settle down so fast? Why not play around a while more before stepping into the marriage? Why stay a virgin just for one woman? Some even told me that fucking one woman for life is damn boring. I know its boring. im a guy myself. But i know that if i truly loved someone, sex isnt a priority at all in a relationship? Is sex the main target in any relationship? I know its the 21st century where guys who lose their virginity are considered real man. yea, im fine with that. but doesnt really mean i need to follow the trend rite? Just coz everyone is killing doesnt mean killing is right...right?
oh i really dunno? see how la. hahahhaha
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