Thursday, October 16, 2008
I sometimes wonder the thinking of humans. I used to think very selfishly. I expected people to live life my way. Now that i have grown up. I sometimes put myself into their shoes and i start realising that there are many things that we humans misinterpret. To be honest, i really used to suck alot as a bf. I was young and stupid. Sometimes i blame myself that i chased Diana away. I misinterpretted a normal outing with her frens and i took it that she wanted to flirt with a guy whom was in the group.
I thought back and i really thought i was bloody selfish and stupid to get jealous so easily. But i guess as time went by. I start mixing with different people. Den i realised that going out with girls doesnt mean that i am being unfaithful to my lover or shit. I have cliques with girls too. but would i be so stupid as not to be able to tell my lover from normal frens? Its a very simple logic. I can go out with one bunch of girls and they can be damn hot or shitsss. But i would trade them all for the girl i love. Going out with a bunch of hot girls can never compare to going out with the one i love. Its a very simple logic. Den i undersatnd things that i never thought of when i was young. bleahs.
Sounds complicating rite? Its okay la. Just a thought i guess. I'll upload photos tmr yea? I'll go sleep le. nites =]
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