Saturday, November 08, 2008
Sometimes i hate it that i am in sales business where my paycheck is commision based. I mean no doubt i have earned like 500 in like onli 4 days. yea. Its freaking good pay. But sometimes i realli hate commision based system where the most selfish and ambitious one will earn the most. Once customers start walking in, i feel like everyone suddenly become enemies with each other. All the laughter and friendship vows just dissapear into thin air. Everyone is willing to betray friendship just for a 20 buck commision.I am not someone who is ambitious and i am someone who takes relationships with people more seriously over money. Money isnt of any issue to me and i am not prepared to destroy friendships just coz of a 20 buck commision. I do not aim for high targets like 10 laptops a day. A simple 2 or 1 is enough to make me feel like the day of standing is worth it and im happy with it. But i hate it when people start comparing and my boss starts asking why i selling so little. Its just not me at all. I prefer hourly based jobs like the event company SPOC. Where there is equality of pay and everyone has fun with their jobs. Isn't things so much more peaceful and everyone is happy? tsk tsk tsk. Its not that im lazy. Its just that im wondering if it is actually my style. And when i give my commision to my own friends. It is my choice to do so. So dun say stupid things like.. " Why you so stupid??" "Why waste your strength on others/?"... I chose it and i am happy with it!! Thats whats up.
Im not doing this to get benefits from you. I am doing this just to be close to you again Father.I really miss those days with you father.
11:06 PM
