Thursday, January 22, 2009
It figures that life is full of comparisons. I realise a very vicious cycle in life is that all our lives we are always comparing and fighting with the rest of the world to be the best. In primary school, we fight to see who has the best toy, beyblade, tamiya car. In secondary school, we fight over who has the most expensive shoe, who has the biggest gang, who has the best girlfriend. And as i approach 18, we fight over who gets our car license faster, who gets their first car faster. Its more worldly stuff as i grow. Figures doesnt it? Why compare ourselves so much? I realise the more i compare with others, the more unhappy i am. If i wanna compare wad car each of us get, i will never be pleased. But i guess thats just it. I am happy with my lot in life. NOt anywhere near the top , neither anywhere below. If u ask me, i have the best life in the world now. I guess im very happy the way i am now =]Its a very funny to go up on the bus one day. See your ex-girlfriend, and thats she's carrying someone else's baby. To see someone u once loved carryign someone else's baby is a very weird feeling. Not that i still love her. But the fact that u once shared ur heart with her makes it all weird. But figures she is a single mom now. Good luck in life girl.
8:31 PM
