Saturday, February 21, 2009
This frequent chest pains, pain when i breath. They scare me. But they do me good dun they? Maybe if i even die young of chest cancer, who have i to blame? I shouldnt have touched those cigarettes at my young age. Maybe its just little symptoms of cancer, what if those major symptoms show up? What would i have achieved in life? Wad have i done in life? He told me if you enjoy life, you live shorter. Life seems long for the ones who suffer. Why? I always wondered. Do people look for perfection? A guy with looks, money, power and character? All in one package with ribbon on top. Is this kind of man that all man aim to be, and woman look for? I searched for such a man and i found none. A man with looks, character and money. None i found. Then i met a woman who loved his husband even though the man had no looks, no money, neither could he walk. But the woman felt like she is the luckiest woman on earth. Why? Isit love?Maybe sometimes what the world needs isnt lesser evil people, maybe what we all need is a little more love. Maybe sometimes its not about eliminating evil people. Maybe sometimes its about loving them. Its easy to kill an evil man, but its more difficult to love one.
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