Wednesday, March 18, 2009
You know what? I realise no matter what the fuck i do. We always end up fighting. NO matter what i do you both are still gonna fuck my life up. Ya, im fucking bad tempered. SO fucking bad im never ever gonna try to be patient anymore!!Ya, i'm fuckign evil, den i will never ever fucking try to be happy and treat people nicely.Ya, im the black sheep of my family, So why bother helping anyone?Who is ever fair? Who ever spares a thought? The wise guy told me that treat people as how you want them to treat you. You know fucking what? Fuck this nonsense. I make people happy, who ever gives a fuck about me if im happy? I was always there to listen, now that i am crying, who is beside me?? Who the fuck gives a damn and comforts me?I try to be patient with other peoples nonsense. Who was ever thoughtful? When all they do is fuckign throw their attitude anyway they want? Do they hold back their nonsense and ever spared a thought for anyone?All this is just telling me that all my efforts are just nonsense. Why isit that everytime i cry, no one was ever beside me? How fair is this i ask you? You know something? Im through being fair to anyone!! Fuck all this nonsense!! Anw, on a brighter note!! I bought a canon cameraaaaaaa~~~ yay yay!!! Meeting frens today maybe to camwhoreeee!! =] =] =] =]
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