so these few days i embarked on a journey to aunty land. Trying to check aunties out and seeing if im attracted to em. And then i come to realise, im not attracted to 40 year old virgins. *gives a big sad sigh :(*
Wat i realise is that i get more excited at the idea of singlehood than looking around scouting for girls like most guys that i know. But fact is, i guess i have lost trust in having a relationship.
I mean, who can trust something that has continually failed you time and time again? I doubt anything would. Or anyone in their right mind would.
Fact is this, im still single whether you believe or not. Terr would ask why stay single and being faithful to someone who left you without a good reason?? Fact is this, until today, i still dunno the reason. But i stay faithful to you because i promised you i would. I promised not to give my heart to anyone else and i can tell you without shame that i havent given anyone else my heart.
I have every reason to get attached again and nobody can stop me, not even you. But i choose not to because im not going to be the one to hurt you deep. Why? Because if you truly loved someone you wouldnt want to hurt the person n just want to see her happy. Am i not right?
I think about the good old days, those days in secondary school. No doubt i almost ruined my life there, but i do miss the former glory. Being someone who excelled in sports, being captain of the hockey team, getting nonsensical love notes, den there are nonsensical things we do. I think to myself "those days are surely fun :)". Den before i realise, im living in my past. Den i start thinkin life is boring coz i lost my former glory.
Then one fine day, i look at my friends and i realise, im having more friends than i used to have! Having more fun and enjoying myself! So wat if i m no longer in secondary school? Where making frens is much more easier than in poly. But i am doing better than i used to :) i guess life isnt about living in the past, coz it aint gonna make you happy, its about living for the future :)
This is to a certain fren i have. Please stop asking me out every single day. Its pissing me off. Stop thinking i only have you as a fren coz that isnt de fact. I have other frens too. And if i say no to going out wit you, dun show me attitude coz you dun own me. I have every right to refuse to go out wit you. I dun give a fuck if you have no frens, coz u refuse to move out to society. So please stop this nonsense before i blow my top. Thank you
camwhoring fotos =]
Replies to tags: Zheng yang : later link u
Sheryl: erm, dun really wanna talk about it. haha. woooots =] thanks for helping me findd e book yea? =]
Eckerence : hahahha. Den too bad lor. good luck liao. aiya. sooner or later u will get it one la. hahha
Venus: hahahha. tudi, i think im oso not attracted to aunties sia =[
