Thursday, April 16, 2009
wooots! Didnt do much ystd. Only morning went for driving. Bloody hell i havent even learn parking Mr Lim made me park the car at the car park. Sibei paiseh can? Everyone was waiting for me alone la den i held up a long queue at the carpark. But kinda happi i parked in nicely in the end laaa. hahahah.
Anw, For my previous post, i know i was wrong to have flared up and started hittign people. and im sorry if i shocked my friends. But please do undersatnd the situation i was in. The kind of insult it was to me as a guy. And they werent planning to let me off either. I was being humiliated in public. Thats why i couldnt take it but flare up like mad. But i guess i never saw it coming that i would hit transvestities. tsk. Im not sure how to spell it but for those who dunno what transvestitites mean, it means guys who dress up like girls a.k.a ah gua.
Anw, Terr, calling me at 8am in the morning thinking heidi is datign me is not neccessary. Coz we arent datign each OTHER. And We dun like each other. Right Heidi??? That girl calls everyone sweetie la pls. And afterall who can deny im sweet rite? WAHAHHAHAHA!! woooots!
Im starting to get the hang of things. Maybe sometiems i should stop blaming myself that i never had a good relationship. Im choosing to be single now not because i want to escape from love, but i wanted to experience a different kind of love. Love from family, friends and God.? Im not goign to do holy talk here. But i've already come to realise that the "love" that comes from girls just seem so vulnerable. They say they love you at one moment, the next moment they just cant stop pushign you away. Im sorry but though i do not say much but this pushig me away hurts me hell of alot inside me. Im kissing dating goodbye. Fuck BGR. Fuck romance. Helllo Tender loving care MOMMY!! =] =] =]
anw, i dunno who you are talking to. I seriously dunno what you are trying to do. I dunno what you actually want, But im telling you this now, im single and not just in status but in my heart. I DO NOT LIKE ANYONE AT ALL. I told you im moving on, but i am telling you this, until the day you let me go, im not going to let anyone have me at all. This i promise you. Nothing more i can say i guess.
Anw people, im very tired out these few days coz i've been rushign soem stuff. So im sorry if i pang seh any of u people suddenly and i couldnt tell u the reason. Pls do understand i need to rush soem stuff. Thanks for undersatnding friends. But feel free to sms me alrites? My fone has been dead for days oredi. hahahhaa. toorah!! =]
replies to tags:
Terr: whatever dude, next time dun call me until 1pm pls. thx
AiJiE: CHill sister =] hope you are feeling much better now =]
XiaoXuan : thats why laaaa. sigh =[ thx for tagging anw hao sister =]
Heidi Lim: hey! =] Guess i was super rash la. haha. ANw, next time call me shaui ge, dun call me sweetie k? hahaha. Coz later people misunderstand and i lose sleep. RIGHT TERR?? Anw, see Terr and aaron how ba? I anytime go out oso can de =]
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