Im so fucking depressed now. Paper was supposed to be from 11-1230pm. So I had everything planned out. End paper at 12 and meet neng wei for gym den which will be just in time to meet Christine for movie.
Which so fucking happens that i couldnt finish the paper by 12 coz the back questions were pretty tough. I was afraid i would be late coz if im late i will be late for both meetings. So i submitted my paper...
Went out of the damn hall to only realise Neng wei woke up late and wont reach till 1240pm. I cant help but almost feel like crying my ass off. So i just slacked around den only to realise that yeah, Christine couldnt make it. Dun get me wrong that im angry with neng wei or Christine. I'm not
Fact is, im so fucking angry with myself that i didnt try the last 2 questions and i gave them up coz im afraid that i would be late. I placed my friends first before my family and studies.
gymed, came home still feeling depressed so i decided to tell mummy coz she always manages to cheer me up. But guess what? I got a damn good scolding from her and she just walked away. And now im feeling horrible X2
Its pretty much a rant post coz im really damn upset now. And huiling, i'll send u the fotos when u see this. Too many photos oredi. U see this u sms me den i'll come online.
