Fever at 38degrees. Skipped school. Woke up at 3pm. Gonna see doctor soon. Not feeling very heavenly now actualli. Typing while sweating.
Being alone at home is boring. Being sick alone at home is mega upsize boring'ness. Somebody buy today's newspaper for me? =[ I'm falling back, falling back and back. Im sick of all this. Sick sick sick!! Sometimes i look at life and i just cant help but ask when is mine going to end? Sorry but i think my life is way too long. Im 19 and i have so many years left. I cannot help but feel those who have departed before me are lucky souls.
Im not suicidal, but i am just tired. Tired of all this. If i were to choose, i wanna be void of emotion and love. I wanna be cold blooded. Then i will be rich, powerful and without a heart. But before that happens, take my soul.
